Adulthood

Adulthood

Went missing for

several years.

Life had went through

a fermentation period. 

Where did it go?

Who authorized it to leave?

Autopilot became

a regular thing.

Smiling on the outside-

but dying a little more each day.

Watching it in everyone else,

but it had left me,

or I had left it

years ago.

Faith and Spirit crushed

as Autopilot succeeds.

Stuck in a hole that was

never once foretold.

No ladder,

No rope.

As I’m in this hole,

my shoes start to sink

into this mud filled

with maggots and worms.

This thing that

I had lost is so far gone

to the point where

I can’t see it.

I can’t feel it.

I can’t even conceive it anymore.

Is it completely gone?

Is it near?

Please,

Please come back to me.

I think

I might

have lost it.

I lost my dream.

Inside My Mind

Inside My Mind

Silence.

A poet’s music.

Dare I say,

ecstasy.

Fresh air-

a body’s sweet liquor.

Free for all to whom

may get drunk.

Breeze makes the

nipples hard and

hair on the arms

stand sharp.

Sun playing hide-and-seek

with the trees

seeks solace in the

magnitude of this world.

This is what one

craves to do

on their day off:

to Live.

Long Time, No See

What Up Peeps!!!

  It's been soo long....too long, hasn't it?! A lot has happened to me over the course of these past 5 months that if I was to even tell you all of the details, you probably wouldn't even believe me. Well, I will keep this brief, for it is alot! 

  First and foremost, I got a haircut! Short and sweet! I like it alot-I gotta say! Here's a photo of me and my new haircut:

        Second of all, I got a job at JC Penny! It's temporary, but that's ok because it's my first job EVER!! ;-)

  I just went to the eye doctor on Wednesday, and with the luck of my Dad's insurance, I get to have 2 NEW SPECS!!!! Totally awesome!!!!

  During these 5 months, I've been doing alot of soul searching. You know, finding myself, loving myself, and getting to know myself alot better. A huge event had happened to me over the summer that had changed me for the better! (Thank Allah!) That's all I can say on that portion of change in me! 

  Peeps, I hope you are all doing well and Happy Holidays! I'm gonna try to write to you more frequently-I've just been really busy lately! :-)

*Remember*~The book should be a ball of light in one's hand.

Your "Changed" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

So

What Up Peeps!!!


    POEM BACKGROUND: This poem is written by my friend when we were in the 8th grade. It's really a break-up poem. As you read this, take note of her questions. Keep in mind that we were only in the 8th grade at the time! Here's her poem "So"! Enjoy!!

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So

So all I am is what

to you?

So you go behind my

back and talk *spit*

bout me?

Thats all right yea

thats fine Im'a find

me a man thats all

mine.

But the question is why

am I the one that crys?

Why are you the one

that always lies.

So why am I the one that

sacrifices.

But the[n] gets hurt

disturbed

Broken Heart

no dude to hold

But thats alright thats ok

I dont need you anyway Ima

be just fine w/ a man

thats all mine.

By: Young Breezy

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So, what did you think of this poem? I found it interesting that she speaks of finding a man when she was only in the 8th grade! For me, relationships wasn't that big when I was in the 8th grade. I mean, I had crushes, but there wasn't anything major in my love life at the time. (besides my 1st boyfriend! :-) )

Well, if you have any poetry and you wanna see it here, you know where to find me! I'll talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~You are offered the dream of a lifetime. Say yes!

Your "Poetic" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

Make a gifs

Tumblr

What Up Peeps!!!


So, I do remember discussing with you my decision on whether or not to get a Tumblr. Well, over the course of this summer, I decided to get one!


Tumblr is amazing!!! I have met some great people on there that share the common interests that I have!! Such interests are The Lonely Island, Andy Samberg, Saturday Night Live, and so forth! Don't worry, I haven't abandoned you at all! I still update this blog once every two weeks.....so, I'm still here!


Of course, you can follow me on Tumblr......but beware! EVERYTHING that I post up on Tumblr IS about Andy Samberg! I will have my Tumblr link up for you guys to look at on the right side of this blog after I finish writing this post! So that way you guys can check up on how my Andy craze has been!!


Well, Peeps, I hope you guys have a nice night! I'll talk to you guys later!!


Your "Tumblr Crazed" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~