So

What Up Peeps!!!


    POEM BACKGROUND: This poem is written by my friend when we were in the 8th grade. It's really a break-up poem. As you read this, take note of her questions. Keep in mind that we were only in the 8th grade at the time! Here's her poem "So"! Enjoy!!

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So

So all I am is what

to you?

So you go behind my

back and talk *spit*

bout me?

Thats all right yea

thats fine Im'a find

me a man thats all

mine.

But the question is why

am I the one that crys?

Why are you the one

that always lies.

So why am I the one that

sacrifices.

But the[n] gets hurt

disturbed

Broken Heart

no dude to hold

But thats alright thats ok

I dont need you anyway Ima

be just fine w/ a man

thats all mine.

By: Young Breezy

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So, what did you think of this poem? I found it interesting that she speaks of finding a man when she was only in the 8th grade! For me, relationships wasn't that big when I was in the 8th grade. I mean, I had crushes, but there wasn't anything major in my love life at the time. (besides my 1st boyfriend! :-) )

Well, if you have any poetry and you wanna see it here, you know where to find me! I'll talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~You are offered the dream of a lifetime. Say yes!

Your "Poetic" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

Red Rose

What Up Peeps!!!



POEM BACKGROUND: I had written this poem when I was a Sophomore in High School. It was during this time I had my first Arizona boyfriend. You know him as Andrew Craven. Here's the poem "Red Rose"! Enjoy!!

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Red Rose

Thorns to protect you

from harm~

I am you.

Needs sunlight and water

to live~

I am you.

Needs attention from

it's features~

I am you.

Needs love and care~

I am you.

Has sprouted coils of

red pedals~

I am you.

Is a symbol of

love and beauty~

I am you.

Is now full of

color and life~

I am you.

Is now in love~

I am finally you.

Written By:

Saidah Kamaria Wilson

A.K.A

~Princess Caspian~

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Thoughts? I had found this poem of mine super cute! But, to be perfectly honest with you, all my life, I've never truly been in love before. So, what I thought was love in this poem, is just infatuation and hormones. {Oui! There go them hormones again!} Me and Andrew had broken up after two months of going out. I broke it off because our relationship was going nowhere!

As of right now, I have Andrew on my FB. We talk occasionally. We remain really good friends! I gotta say, out of all the boyfriends that I've had {ahem, 3 in total}, I can honestly say that me and Andrew's relationship remains strong and untainted. And I'm thankful for that!

Status Update: OMSNL!!! I'm addicted to Cinemagraphs!!! ;-)

Well Peeps! I gotta go! Stay Sweet!!

*Remember*~If you want it....take it.

Your "Obsessed With Love" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

My Committment to Andy Samberg

What Up Peeps!!!

So, you know by now that I have loved Andy for a whole YEAR now! This is a world record considering the fact that I've been bouncing from celebrity-to-celebrity from time to time over the past 4 years! For the record, Andy is the longest celebrity crush I've ever had! (he totally surpassed Mitchel Musso, who was the 2nd longest celebrity crush I ever had!) So, it should not be such a surprise that Andy and I got married right after my 18th birthday!! :-)

RELAX Peeps!! This is ALL pretend! LOSNL!!! (But, God do I wish it were real!) Yes! We had gotten married on a Sunday, on December 12th, 2010! It had to be on a Sunday because that Saturday night, there was a new Saturday Night Live episode! And since it was live, he was out there in New York! But once the episode had ended, he had traveled back to Arizona to meet up with me! I like to tell people that we got married on a boat like a boss!!! :-) Which we did!! We were on the Pacific Ocean going towards Hawaii! It was a beautiful wedding! There were LOADS of A-List stars there! The rest of The Lonely Island crew had to be there! My family and close friends were there too! It was amazing! Hanifa and Kelsey Abel were among my bridesmaids! Their dresses were to die for along with my wedding dress! :-) And Andy looked soo handsome as we exchanged rings and said our vows! It was, indeed, a wonderful wedding!

I had to turn 18 before I married Andy-otherwise, it would have been illegal! (remember: Andy is 32!) So, you see Peeps, this is all symbolizing my commitment to Andy! Andy is my permanent #1 celebrity crush, and will stay like that! Yeah, sure there are other cute male celebrities, but, my heart belongs with Andy. Andy Samberg! My Andy!! I love him sooo much! :-) He makes me smile every time I think about him! He is the only guy I will have a crush on until my soul mate enters my life! O how I love to love! O! And that does explain why my nickname had changed from "~Mrs. Samberg~" to "~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~" !! :-)

Well Peeps, I gotta go! O! Before I go, there is a NEW SNL (Saturday Night Live) episode tonight and next Saturday! You should totally see it! It comes on on NBC at 10:30 pm-12:00 am (Western Time)/ 11:00 pm-12:30 am (Eastern Time)!!! Have a great weekend Peeps!!

*Remember*~ Life is a play. It's not its length, but its performance that counts.

Your "Committed" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

My New Year's Resolution

What Up Peeps!!!

Happy New Years Everyone!!! Yes! It is finally 2011! Time for new changes, new outlook, and a new hope! Did you guys make your New Years Resolution? Well, as you may know, I did! My last year's Resolution had worked ALL THE WAY UP TO December.....and then I kinda broke it! But, that's a whole 'nother' story! This New Year's Resolution is different! It's sentimental and serious! But, before I tell you, let me get you geared up for why I'm making this New Year's Resolution special!

Well, as some of you may know, when it comes to love, bad luck strikes me every time! Including last semester, when I thought I had found love.....twice! I'd rather not go into detail about these two guys but the point is that fate HATES me!! It's been a known fact now for 4 years! I don't know what it is, but I just can't get any love'n from any guy in the world! And one thing that I've noticed is that every time I had a crush on someone, he was younger than me! All of the boyfriends that I ever had were younger than me! (And I've only had 3 real boyfriends!) To be perfectly honest, I was starting to get embarrassed by that!

And then, my last crush had happened! It didn't take me long to realize that he wasn't into me that way! And as I slowly stopped having a crush on him, I had noticed something! He is EXTREMELY immature! I mean, it would be impossible for us to even be together because I, for one, am extremely mature for my age! And yes, he is younger than me....if you were wondering! So, come New Years Eve, I had thought about my love life in total...and came up with a New Year's Resolution!

My New Year's Resolution is to wait for my soul mate! That's right! I'm gonna wait for my soul mate! I'm DONE with all of these frilly crushes on guys that I really don't even know-and that they don't even know me! Instead of waiting for the next one, I'm waiting for the one! I'm ready for my soul mate-I'm just waiting for him to be ready for me! And when that time comes, it's going to be magical and not some corny High School situation that will end within 1-2 months! I'm serious here! I'm DONE getting my heart broken! I'm ready to grow out of this! While I'm waiting, I'm taking some time off to figure myself out-get to know myself better! And I'm trying to love myself alot more now-but that seems to be hard for me because no guy has ever really loved me before! I'm going to be straight up honest with you: I don't think I'm pretty AT ALL! What guy would fall in love with THIS!?!? You may think I have low self-esteem right now and I kinda agree with you! But, given my past love life, it's sorta hard to come past it! But, it'll take me time, you know?!

So, as of right know, I'm just focused on my studies and waiting for my soul mate! I'm definitely looking forward to committing to this New Year's Resolution! For those of you who have made a New Year's Resolution: stay strong to it! There's a reason why you want to achieve that goal! And for those who haven't made a New Year's Resolution: think of something that'll change your life for the better! Good luck, Peeps and goodnight! :-)

*Remember*~There are many things in life that will catch your eyes, but only one that will catch your heart.

Your "Waiting" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

Done

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This poem is about how a relationship can turn sour and damage the heart at times. I like how cut-throat and honest this poem is. It doesn't hold back at all. This poem was not written by me at all. This was the girl that I had told you about-the one that had let me have some of her poems before she moved to Texas! So, here's her poem "Done"! Enjoy!

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Done

I hate you

You hate me

Then why on earth do I

still love you?

If we don't make each other

happy

Why are we together

Sittin here waitin for

something to change

sittin alone at home

This situation is so

insane

why don't I just go

better yet you go

Your tearin me apart

Constantly breakin my

heart

But its ok Im through

Im done with you.

By: Young Breezy

A.K.A

Lauren Harris

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So, what do you think? It's pretty good for an 8th grader. She was the one who had gotten me started on writing poems! One thing about this poem is that it shows you how much of a roller coaster love is! One minute, you're happy-feeling on top of the world. And the next minute, you're questioning your status with him. It's crazy! Love is just plain crazy! But, that's another topic I would love to discuss with you another time.

If you want your poem published on my blog, you can contact me through my e-mail:

greenorangesinger7@gmail.com

Or, if you go to Millennium High School, you can talk to me about it there! Well Peeps, I gotta go! I will talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~Winning isn't everything but the will to win is.

Your "Analyzed" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

Family Matters

What Up Peeps!!!

Good morning everyone!! I haven't talked to you guys in a long time-and I apologize for that! Things have just come up these past couple of months that had made me preoccupied for that moment! Today, I just wanted to touch bases with you on my family.

My family is doing great! Just yesterday, we had played a game of Rummy. My mom had won that solid round! Though I was last place, I didn't care! I was just glad to be spending some time with my family. Now that Marching Band season is over, I can have my Saturdays back without having to watch SNL (Saturday Night Live) on Hulu again!

So, my dad got a new position now at his job! He now works Night Shift!!! It's completely amazing because he goes off to work at around 9 p.m. and gets off from work at around 8 a.m!! Now, we can see MORE of him!! (he used to work evening shift where he would go to work at like 2 p.m. and wouldn't get back until 12 a.m.) I can tell my dad loves this shift, and so do we!!! He now works management at his job!! I'm soo happy/proud of him! (in case you're wondering, he cleans surgical instruments at hospitals!)

My sister has changed slightly, but she's still the same! People at school are starting to realize that she's my younger sister. Of course, 99% of them say that we look alike! Now I would like to say that we ABSOLUTELY DON'T!!! I don't see the resemblance in us at all! But, you know, eh. What can you do about it? LOSNL! One thing I do hate is that she keeps adding MY friends-BAND friends-on Facebook! It annoys the heck out of me! I'm flattered that I have the most coolest friends ever (;-) ), but she has to find her own friends! BAND people are MY people-not hers! (she's not in band. she plays the cello)

My mom is doing fine. I do think she and a few of my other family members are a little obsessed with Facebook! LOSNL! But it's all good! She wants to do an all-girls-day-out in the next few weeks! I can't wait! That'll be fun. She said that we'll go shopping and eat out and watch a movie-just me, her, and Hanifa!! That's pretty funkyfresh-I'm not gonna lie!!! ;-)

My baby brother is doing fine! He's learning how to talk better more and more each day. Right now, his phase is Toy Story 3! It's sooo cute! He has some Toy Story 3 outfits, dolls, and other accessories. He's now in a new little day care/preschool. He's doing great in there and loves being in that school.

Gizzmo is doing fine as well! God! He's such a great dog, I swear! I love him to death! Every time I come home from school, he'll pounce on me like crazy! He just gets sooo happy to see me when I get home!!! ;-) I love it!

Well Peeps, I'm going to try to keep you guys posted as much as I can! And I have a surprise for you guys to see in just about two weeks from now! I'll talk to you guys later!!

Your "Posted" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

Introducing Gizzmo

What Up Peeps!!!

So, of the last two weeks of May, some weird things started to happen. My mom had found a stray dog and we kept it for 1 day. Then, my dad took it to the dog pound and me and Hanifa were honestly devastated. For those 24 hours that we had that dog, we grew attached to it. And our parents took notice of it. Me and Hanifa had begged mom and dad for us to keep it, but it was no use. Our parents both work like heck, and with me soo busy with school work, there was no way we could keep a dog. But, it turned out our parents had a surprise for us.

We ended up going to the dog pound and found plenty of cute, adorable dogs and puppies. But, my mom was on a mission. 1st of all, she didn't want a female dog-she wanted a male one. (And I can see why. Female dogs are surprisingly really aggressive.) 2nd of all, my mom didn't want a pit bull or a lab. She wanted something that was small and wouldn't grow that big. So, what exactly were we looking for?-you ask. A Chihuahua.

We came across a Chihuahua-type puppy that was about 5 months old. He is black, white, and brown! He has floppy ears that flip inwards when he's asleep. It turned out that he is a Chihuahua mixed with Jack Terrier! He is soooo cute!!! I can't wait to show you guys pictures of him!! My mom, Hanifa, and I drew a name out of a hat to see what would be the puppy's name. (I had wrote "Gatsby" for my choice! I picked that name because I had recently just finished the book The Great Gatsby. Gatsby was of course my favorite character!) We ended up drawing the name "Gizzmo"-the name my mom had picked. I like the name Gizzmo.....it suits him quite well!

Gizzmo is a nice, quiet puppy. He absolutely HATES being alone! Me and Hanifa spoil him rotten!! I like to call him my baby!!! He goes crazy when he smells chicken cooking from the kitchen! (What can I say? Chicken is just that good! ;-) ) He loves to roam around in the house. But, with Jabari still being young and thinking that Gizzmo is a toy, we keep Gizzmo in his cage. At night time, me and Hanifa let Gizzmo sleep with us on our beds! It's soo fun! It's like a sleep over. He loves to cuddle and sleep closer towards my face. He's very protective over our family! If someone rings the doorbell, he'll bark like crazy! He loves to be on someones lap too! O! And this is something too adorable that he does: if you are eating something, he'll come up to your feet, and sit down patiently-waiting for you to give him some food! And it sometimes works because he has those cute, puppy-dog eyes!! He also LOVES to get tummy rubs!! It's sooo cute!!! He'll just sit there and let you rub his tummy!!!

I have such a close relationship with Gizzmo!! I always can't wait to come home from school and see him. He is just such a good puppy and I love him sooo much! I just don't know how I'll handle it, going off to college without him! More importantly, how is he going to handle me being away like that?! It's obvious that Gizzmo loves me most! (Hey! What can I say?!) I'm practically his mother here!! We have such a tight bond, that he understands me! He's WAY better than our last puppy, let me tell ya that much!!! (LONG story....)

Well Peeps, hopefully I can show you guys what he looks like real soon! But, of course, I still have OTHER pictures to show you as well! I'll talk to you guys later!!

*Remember*~Adversity reveals genius, prosperity conceals it.

Your "Loving" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs.Samberg~

Whenever I See You

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: I wrote this poem when I was in 8th grade. I would actually like to dedicate this poem to Sanjaya Malakar! This poem basically sums up what having a celebrity crush feels like. {chuckle} I think Sanjaya was my first real long-term celebrity crush. So, here's my poem "Whenever I See You"!! Enjoy!!

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Whenever I

See You

Whenever I see you,

goosebumps rage out of my skin.

Whenever I see you,

it makes me feel good within.

Whenever I see you,

I always break out with a smile.

Whenever I see you,

my heart rate runs a mile.

Whenever I see you,

all of my troubles fade away.

Whenever I see you,

I feel like it's a new day.

Whenever I see you,

I fall in love.

Whenever I see you,

you're the only one I'm think'n of.

Whenever I see you,

I see you through a magazine or T.V.

Now I want to meet you,

face-to-face.

I want to get to know you even

better.

Until then,

I will always be your #1 fan!

Written By:

Saidah Wilson

A.K.A

Sanjaya

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So, what did you think of this poem? I think it's really cute! And the funny thing is, that's how I felt with all of my celebrity crushes! That's how I feel about Andy right now! Whenever I'm stressed out, I just think of Andy and I smile, knowing that everything's gonna be ok. You may think this is folly and inane but, through thick and thin, my celebrity crushes were always there for me. From the break-ups to the stressed out moments, they were there to cheer me up. They've also inspired me, and even metamorphosed me to become the person I am today. Now, for some of you, that didn't make a lick of sense! For that, I apologize. I'll try to make a blog post solely on the whole theological point of even having a celebrity crush!

If there's a poem of yours that you would like to see on my blog, you can contact me via email, which is:

greenorangesinger7@gmail.com

or, if you go to Millennium High School, and you wanna talk to me about it, you know where to find me! Well Peeps, I'll talk to you later! Take care!

*Remember*~Ideas not coupled with action never become bigger than the brain cells they occupied.

Your "Always In Love" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

Through Wit It

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This poem was written by a friend of mine in the 8th grade. Actually, she was the one who inspired me to start writing poetry. This poem is about how she has tried soo hard to compromise with love, and it never has worked out in the past. So, she decides, in the end, to just give up on love. To read this poem in the 8th grade, I didn't fully grasp what everything had all meant....until now. This friend of mine had given me a copy of a few of her poems before she had moved to Texas. This is one of her stories.
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"Through Wit It"

You love him?
Hunny you don't know what
love is.
Yeah go on and laugh
I heard that too.
Until I discovered there is
more than one love.
There's more then just two.
But now Im lookin out
for me
Im like an angel set free
Cause Im through wit it
love
Im finnally giving it up.
I've givin' so much in the
past for a love I never had
Love...Im through wit it
Im finnally givin it up.

By: Young Breezy
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There's a few grammar errors, I know. But, I want to keep this as original as possible. To think that an 8th grader had wrote this is quite impressive and yet, unbelievable. It's impressive because she was that young, thinking profoundly! But, it's unbelievable because you look at this kid and think, "What you know about love?! You're too young to even know what that is!" {chuckle} I hear this from my mom to this day. Well, if it's not love, I love the feeling of whatever it is. It stimulates emotions in me that changes the way I see things! If that's not love, then tell me what that is besides the obvious answer of hormones!! I need an answer better than that!

Peeps, if you have a poem that inspires you, and you want it posted here, contact me through my email, which is:

greenorangesinger7@gmail.com
or, you can just talk to me about it! Well, I got to go, Peeps!! I'll talk to you later!

*Remember*~Never quit!

Your "Growing Up" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~