Green Orange

Long Time, No See

2011-12-26T00:02:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

It's been soo long....too long, hasn't it?! A lot has happened to me over the course of these past 5 months that if I was to even tell you all of the details, you probably wouldn't even believe me. Well, I will keep this brief, for it is alot!

First and foremost, I got a haircut! Short and sweet! I like it alot-I gotta say! Here's a photo of me and my new haircut:

Second of all, I got a job at JC Penny! It's temporary, but that's ok because it's my first job EVER!! ;-)

I just went to the eye doctor on Wednesday, and with the luck of my Dad's insurance, I get to have 2 NEW SPECS!!!! Totally awesome!!!!

During these 5 months, I've been doing alot of soul searching. You know, finding myself, loving myself, and getting to know myself alot better. A huge event had happened to me over the summer that had changed me for the better! (Thank Allah!) That's all I can say on that portion of change in me!

Peeps, I hope you are all doing well and Happy Holidays! I'm gonna try to write to you more frequently-I've just been really busy lately! :-)

*Remember*~The book should be a ball of light in one's hand.

Your "Changed" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

So

2011-10-03T15:14:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This poem is written by my friend when we were in the 8th grade. It's really a break-up poem. As you read this, take note of her questions. Keep in mind that we were only in the 8th grade at the time! Here's her poem "So"! Enjoy!!

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So all I am is what

to you?

So you go behind my

back and talk *spit*

bout me?

Thats all right yea

thats fine Im'a find

me a man thats all

mine.

But the question is why

am I the one that crys?

Why are you the one

that always lies.

So why am I the one that

sacrifices.

But the[n] gets hurt

disturbed

Broken Heart

no dude to hold

But thats alright thats ok

I dont need you anyway Ima

be just fine w/ a man

thats all mine.

By: Young Breezy

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So, what did you think of this poem? I found it interesting that she speaks of finding a man when she was only in the 8th grade! For me, relationships wasn't that big when I was in the 8th grade. I mean, I had crushes, but there wasn't anything major in my love life at the time. (besides my 1st boyfriend! :-) )

Well, if you have any poetry and you wanna see it here, you know where to find me! I'll talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~You are offered the dream of a lifetime. Say yes!

Your "Poetic" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

2011-09-04T13:26:00.001-07:00

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Tumblr

2011-08-21T20:18:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, I do remember discussing with you my decision on whether or not to get a Tumblr. Well, over the course of this summer, I decided to get one!

Tumblr is amazing!!! I have met some great people on there that share the common interests that I have!! Such interests are The Lonely Island, Andy Samberg, Saturday Night Live, and so forth! Don't worry, I haven't abandoned you at all! I still update this blog once every two weeks.....so, I'm still here!

Of course, you can follow me on Tumblr......but beware! EVERYTHING that I post up on Tumblr IS about Andy Samberg! I will have my Tumblr link up for you guys to look at on the right side of this blog after I finish writing this post! So that way you guys can check up on how my Andy craze has been!!

Well, Peeps, I hope you guys have a nice night! I'll talk to you guys later!!

Your "Tumblr Crazed" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

Shark Week=Me Gusta!

2011-08-05T16:40:00.000-07:00

Whats Up Peeps!!!

Yes! This week is the 24th Annual Shark Week!!! And guess who's hosting it?! MY HUSBAND!!!! EEEEPPPP!!! So, of course you know I had to wet my beak on this action!!! Last night, they premiered Shark City-which had my Andy ALL OVER IT!!! It was an amazing episode!!! I'm learning alot about sharks along the process!! This whole week, I'm doing a Shark Week Tweet Fest!! You can follow me on Twitter here:

@SaidahKamaria7

I LOVE tweeting about major events-and this Shark Week is a major event!! Seeing my Andy all drenched in ocean water with his cool red sunglasses while learning about Sharks is definitely how I like to end this summer with! My favorite shark is the Nurse Shark because they are like puppies that want to be played with!! Nurse Sharks are actually very friendly!!! I hope you guys enjoy the rest of your summer!! Later Days!! :-)

Your "Shark-Lovin" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

Red Rose

2011-07-23T12:52:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: I had written this poem when I was a Sophomore in High School. It was during this time I had my first Arizona boyfriend. You know him as Andrew Craven. Here's the poem "Red Rose"! Enjoy!!

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Red Rose

Thorns to protect you

from harm~

I am you.

Needs sunlight and water

to live~

I am you.

Needs attention from

it's features~

I am you.

Needs love and care~

I am you.

Has sprouted coils of

red pedals~

I am you.

Is a symbol of

love and beauty~

I am you.

Is now full of

color and life~

I am you.

Is now in love~

I am finally you.

Written By:

Saidah Kamaria Wilson

A.K.A

~Princess Caspian~

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Thoughts? I had found this poem of mine super cute! But, to be perfectly honest with you, all my life, I've never truly been in love before. So, what I thought was love in this poem, is just infatuation and hormones. {Oui! There go them hormones again!} Me and Andrew had broken up after two months of going out. I broke it off because our relationship was going nowhere!

As of right now, I have Andrew on my FB. We talk occasionally. We remain really good friends! I gotta say, out of all the boyfriends that I've had {ahem, 3 in total}, I can honestly say that me and Andrew's relationship remains strong and untainted. And I'm thankful for that!

Status Update: OMSNL!!! I'm addicted to Cinemagraphs!!! ;-)

Well Peeps! I gotta go! Stay Sweet!!

*Remember*~If you want it....take it.

Your "Obsessed With Love" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

2011-07-08T06:40:00.000-07:00

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The Lazy Days of Summer

2011-06-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

Whats Up Peeps!!!

Well, this summer thus far has been filled with LAZINESS!!! Lately, I've been filling out applications to places upon places and yet no call from any of them! :-( On top of the laziness, both of my parents are working day shift. So, that leaves me to watch my sibs everyday all day besides the weekends when my parents are off from work! Yeah, talk about your lazy days, huh! So, to occupy my time, I've been reading, texting, and watching LOADS of tv!

This book that I'm reading now is called The Debutante Divorcee. OMSNL this book is sooo good! It's absolutely elegant like me! LOSNL!! I don't want to spoil anything for you, so, I'll just have to let you read it to find out what it's all about!

Status Update: I'm completely obsessed with the Truth Quiz on FB!! I've found some shocking answers from my fellow friends on FB!!!

Today, I have woken up to a gorgeous day here in Arizona.....and yet, I have to stay inside and watch my laziness grow into an amoeba! It sucks, no doubt about that! O yeah! Before I go, I have to tell you that I will be moving into a new house after this month! I'm super stoked about it!!! It's up in Surprise, AZ. This house that we will be moving into is an upgrade from the one we are living in now!! I can't wait to see that house again!!

Well Peeps, there's an America's Next Top Model marathon on Bravo that is just calling my name! I'll talk to you guys later!!!

*Remember*~Assert yourself, your ideas are worthwhile.

Your "LAZY" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Official Mrs. Samberg~

I'M DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!

2011-05-25T18:49:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Yes! You've heard it from me! I am OFFICIALLY done with high school! My Graduation was yesterday! O God it was amazing!!! My Cap and Gown was purple. My graduation was held at Millennium High School's football field. Yes, I graduated with Millennium's Class of 2011. Had I have stayed at North Canyon High School, I would've graduated with North Canyon's Class of 2011. Had I have stayed at Shadow Mountain High School, I would've graduated with Shadow Mountain's Class of 2011. Had I have went to Ben Davis High School, I would've graduated with Ben Davis's Class of 2011. Needless to say, I've went to 3 different high schools in my life and I just so happen to graduate at my 3rd high school-no regrets!

I was definatly nervous as I went up to accept my diploma! As we threw our caps in the air, memories of my high school life played in my head as they played our Graduation song "Dare You To Move" by Switchfoot. As one of my best friends came up to me, with tears in her eyes, and hugged me, I cried! That's when everything had hit hard for me! This is it! I couldn't believe it.

Status Update: I would like to thank my family sooooooooo much for all the love and support they have given me, for me to make it thus far! And I'm not only talking about my family that I'm living with! I'm also talking about my family in Indiana! I love you guys soooooooooo much!!!!

There will be pictures of my graduation and prom to come! Stay tuned!!! :-)

*Remember*~An enjoyable vacation is awaiting you.

Your "Graduated" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Official Mrs. Samberg~

Everything Above

2011-05-08T05:10:00.000-07:00

What up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This is another piece to my dear inspirations' poems. Let me remind you that she was in the 8th grade at the time. So, bare with her here! Here's her poem "Everything Above"! Enjoy!!

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Everything Above

The biggest mistake Ive ever

made

was leaving you

Everybody knows I love you

and you love me too

So what was I thinkin

I dont know

though another guy could

make me happy

But I relized he cant

Not the way you do

Your the key that unlocks me

That truley pleases me

You give me everything I

need.......your love and

Everything Above

Written By: Young Breezy AKA Lauren Harris

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I find this poem highly cute! We all go through these love trials from when we're young to now-a-days! It's crazy what love can do to us!

Status Update: I did not make it through the Talent Show! But that's ok because I had a great learning experience from it! And I'm now starting to get more comfortable singing in from of people! :-)

I'm trying new ideas out for this blog......starting with this "Status Update" idea! I have to keep you guys up-to-date with my life along with my talents! So, do like the Status Update idea? Or are you tired of the "Facebook Feel"?! If you have any ideas on how to put a little more pizazz onto my blog, please comment and I shall try! And if you want any of your poems published on my blog, you know where to find me!

Well Peeps, it's 4 in the morning (RANDOM THOUGHT: OMSNL! That just reminded me of Gwen Stafani's song "4 In The Morning"!!!! I love that song!) and I best be heading off! Happy Mother's Day to all the mother's out there! I'll tty guys later!!

Your "Staying Up Late" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Official Mrs. Samberg~

2011-04-24T14:49:00.000-07:00

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Talent Show Ordeal

2011-04-02T15:12:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, all this past week, I've been feeling nothing but anxiety running through my veins! Why? Because my school, Millennium High School, is doing a TALENT SHOW!!!! You know I had to get my paws on this action! So, I signed up for an audition this past Thursday at 3:30 p.m.

The audition went great! Though I was nervous as heck, I had put my game face on, and did what I had to do! I sang Dido's song Here With Me! I sang it great! And guess what?! I DIDN'T FORGET THE LYRICS!! Cool Beans!! Now, I'm waiting for the results....which is on Monday!

I really hope I made it in! All fingers crossed! Well, I gotta go! I'll talk to you Peeps later! O! Don't forget, there's a new SNL episode tonight! The Host and Musical Guest is Elton John! It's gonna be great! Have a nice night everyone!

*Remember*~An admirer is concealing their affection for you.

Your "Hopeful" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

Under Construction

2011-03-19T22:43:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

As you can see, I had put up a new template for this blog! I hope you like it! My goal is to change it about once a month so that way I won't bore you guys with the same thing. And you know, that's how it is with blogs-you gotta keep your audience entertained, not only with your words, but also your blogs' presence. And yes-most of the new templates that I'll display for you will be of Andy and/or The Lonely Island!!! :-)

Another new surprise for you guys is that I will try my hardest not to make these blog posts too long! I wanna start making shorter posts so that way it'll be easier to read without losing interests!

Just last night, a crazy idea popped into my head: Why don't I get a Tumblr?! So, I was making my account for it and then all of the sudden, Tumblr's website started to act jank! I figured that it was a sign, so I deleted my account and decided to pizazz this blog, my ONLY blog! In the end, I'm glad I didn't get a Tumblr! It's hard enough keeping up with this one!! LOSNL!!

Thank you again Peeps for sticking with me even when these posts get boring! ;-)

*Remember*~Adjust finances-make budgets, to improve your financial standing.

Your "New and Improved" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

Life (Being Perfect)

2011-03-05T20:18:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: I had written this poem when I was in 8th grade. It's a bit rough, to say the least! But at least it shows my earlier work as a poet! This poem is basically about how I make it through the day trying to make everything right. So, sit back and enjoy my poem "Life (Being Perfect)"!

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Life (Being Perfect)

My life is far from perfect.

Things go wrong everyday.

I try to make everything.....

perfect.

But, in the end,

things go wrong.

I try making straight A's;

I try being the best trombone

player in school;

I try being the best big sister for

my 1 yr. old brother & my 10 yr. old

sister;

I even try to be the best student

any teacher could ever have.

Sometimes, it works;

don't get me wrong;

Matter of fact;

it does work.

But, it's very hard to achieve it

all.

A lot of things are thrown into

my life right now.

I'm going to be moving on May 30th;

I'm going to a new school;

With new friends;

And new weather.

I can't say that I'm not going to

try to be perfect;

Because I am going to try to be

perfect.

And I'm gonna let the whole world

know it.

Wish me luck!

I'm gonna need it!

Written By:

Saidah Wilson

A.K.A

Sanjaya

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So, what are your thoughts on this poem?! Well, one thing is for sure: I was a little obsessed with semi-colons on this poem! But, it's all good! I think this poem is really cute! I like how I have so much confidence in myself! And yes, I was a goody-good back then! I still am today! This poem was written right before I moved here to Arizona! But, believe me, my poetry has gotten way better since then! I can't wait to show you guys my latest poems! I've had so much time to myself lately to write some really good and profound poems! So, keep a look-out for those! If you are a poet and would love to see your poem on this blog, you can email me here:

greenorangesinger7@gmail.com

Or, if you go to Millennium High School, you can just talk to me about it!!

Well Peeps, I better go! There's a new SNL episode tonight and I can't wait to see it! Plus, I'm having tacos tonight!! Cool Beans!! Goodnight everyone!!

*Remember*~Be calm and collected, peace is a virtue.

Your "Excited" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

2011-02-19T12:34:00.000-08:00

During our trip to Flagstaff

2 years ago, I had taken pictures

of the scenery with the snow! Here

is a picture of snow starting to

form rapidly:

I like how this picture forms

a diagonal type shape across

the frame! It's quite nice!

Here's this same picture, only

in a Tileable Blur setting (RLE):

This setting blured the picture

horizontally! This next picture

is also of snow on the ground-

only this time, it's much thicker:

O how this it was!! LOSNL!!

Here's the same picture-only

in a Antialias setting:

It doesn't look like much

has happened with this setting,

but you can tell that it's a

little different! This next

picture I had taken in the car.

You can tell because it looks

like the trees are swaying! But,

it adds a great effect to it:

I love this picture! It takes

the whole meaning of 'the world

is passing you by' to a whole

deeper meaning! Here's this

same picture in a Deinterlace

setting (odds):

This picture as well isn't

quite noticeable with the

change! This last set of

pictures that I wanna show

you is of a snow mound! It

practically covers a sign:

Yeah.....it was alotta snow

that day!! LOSNL!!! Here's

this same picture in a

Deinterlace setting (evens):

I hope you've enjoyed these

pictures!! There will be more

to come in the near future! ;-)

My Committment to Andy Samberg

2011-02-05T13:04:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, you know by now that I have loved Andy for a whole YEAR now! This is a world record considering the fact that I've been bouncing from celebrity-to-celebrity from time to time over the past 4 years! For the record, Andy is the longest celebrity crush I've ever had! (he totally surpassed Mitchel Musso, who was the 2nd longest celebrity crush I ever had!) So, it should not be such a surprise that Andy and I got married right after my 18th birthday!! :-)

RELAX Peeps!! This is ALL pretend! LOSNL!!! (But, God do I wish it were real!) Yes! We had gotten married on a Sunday, on December 12th, 2010! It had to be on a Sunday because that Saturday night, there was a new Saturday Night Live episode! And since it was live, he was out there in New York! But once the episode had ended, he had traveled back to Arizona to meet up with me! I like to tell people that we got married on a boat like a boss!!! :-) Which we did!! We were on the Pacific Ocean going towards Hawaii! It was a beautiful wedding! There were LOADS of A-List stars there! The rest of The Lonely Island crew had to be there! My family and close friends were there too! It was amazing! Hanifa and Kelsey Abel were among my bridesmaids! Their dresses were to die for along with my wedding dress! :-) And Andy looked soo handsome as we exchanged rings and said our vows! It was, indeed, a wonderful wedding!

I had to turn 18 before I married Andy-otherwise, it would have been illegal! (remember: Andy is 32!) So, you see Peeps, this is all symbolizing my commitment to Andy! Andy is my permanent #1 celebrity crush, and will stay like that! Yeah, sure there are other cute male celebrities, but, my heart belongs with Andy. Andy Samberg! My Andy!! I love him sooo much! :-) He makes me smile every time I think about him! He is the only guy I will have a crush on until my soul mate enters my life! O how I love to love! O! And that does explain why my nickname had changed from "~Mrs. Samberg~" to "~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~" !! :-)

Well Peeps, I gotta go! O! Before I go, there is a NEW SNL (Saturday Night Live) episode tonight and next Saturday! You should totally see it! It comes on on NBC at 10:30 pm-12:00 am (Western Time)/ 11:00 pm-12:30 am (Eastern Time)!!! Have a great weekend Peeps!!

*Remember*~ Life is a play. It's not its length, but its performance that counts.

Your "Committed" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

My New Year's Resolution

2011-01-17T00:15:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Happy New Years Everyone!!! Yes! It is finally 2011! Time for new changes, new outlook, and a new hope! Did you guys make your New Years Resolution? Well, as you may know, I did! My last year's Resolution had worked ALL THE WAY UP TO December.....and then I kinda broke it! But, that's a whole 'nother' story! This New Year's Resolution is different! It's sentimental and serious! But, before I tell you, let me get you geared up for why I'm making this New Year's Resolution special!

Well, as some of you may know, when it comes to love, bad luck strikes me every time! Including last semester, when I thought I had found love.....twice! I'd rather not go into detail about these two guys but the point is that fate HATES me!! It's been a known fact now for 4 years! I don't know what it is, but I just can't get any love'n from any guy in the world! And one thing that I've noticed is that every time I had a crush on someone, he was younger than me! All of the boyfriends that I ever had were younger than me! (And I've only had 3 real boyfriends!) To be perfectly honest, I was starting to get embarrassed by that!

And then, my last crush had happened! It didn't take me long to realize that he wasn't into me that way! And as I slowly stopped having a crush on him, I had noticed something! He is EXTREMELY immature! I mean, it would be impossible for us to even be together because I, for one, am extremely mature for my age! And yes, he is younger than me....if you were wondering! So, come New Years Eve, I had thought about my love life in total...and came up with a New Year's Resolution!

My New Year's Resolution is to wait for my soul mate! That's right! I'm gonna wait for my soul mate! I'm DONE with all of these frilly crushes on guys that I really don't even know-and that they don't even know me! Instead of waiting for the next one, I'm waiting for the one! I'm ready for my soul mate-I'm just waiting for him to be ready for me! And when that time comes, it's going to be magical and not some corny High School situation that will end within 1-2 months! I'm serious here! I'm DONE getting my heart broken! I'm ready to grow out of this! While I'm waiting, I'm taking some time off to figure myself out-get to know myself better! And I'm trying to love myself alot more now-but that seems to be hard for me because no guy has ever really loved me before! I'm going to be straight up honest with you: I don't think I'm pretty AT ALL! What guy would fall in love with THIS!?!? You may think I have low self-esteem right now and I kinda agree with you! But, given my past love life, it's sorta hard to come past it! But, it'll take me time, you know?!

So, as of right know, I'm just focused on my studies and waiting for my soul mate! I'm definitely looking forward to committing to this New Year's Resolution! For those of you who have made a New Year's Resolution: stay strong to it! There's a reason why you want to achieve that goal! And for those who haven't made a New Year's Resolution: think of something that'll change your life for the better! Good luck, Peeps and goodnight! :-)

*Remember*~There are many things in life that will catch your eyes, but only one that will catch your heart.

Your "Waiting" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

Done

2011-01-01T18:39:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This poem is about how a relationship can turn sour and damage the heart at times. I like how cut-throat and honest this poem is. It doesn't hold back at all. This poem was not written by me at all. This was the girl that I had told you about-the one that had let me have some of her poems before she moved to Texas! So, here's her poem "Done"! Enjoy!

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Done

I hate you

You hate me

Then why on earth do I

still love you?

If we don't make each other

happy

Why are we together

Sittin here waitin for

something to change

sittin alone at home

This situation is so

insane

why don't I just go

better yet you go

Your tearin me apart

Constantly breakin my

heart

But its ok Im through

Im done with you.

By: Young Breezy

A.K.A

Lauren Harris

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So, what do you think? It's pretty good for an 8th grader. She was the one who had gotten me started on writing poems! One thing about this poem is that it shows you how much of a roller coaster love is! One minute, you're happy-feeling on top of the world. And the next minute, you're questioning your status with him. It's crazy! Love is just plain crazy! But, that's another topic I would love to discuss with you another time.

If you want your poem published on my blog, you can contact me through my e-mail:

greenorangesinger7@gmail.com

Or, if you go to Millennium High School, you can talk to me about it there! Well Peeps, I gotta go! I will talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~Winning isn't everything but the will to win is.

Your "Analyzed" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~OFFICIAL Mrs. Samberg~

2010-12-18T07:57:00.000-08:00

This picture is of a bunch of cacti on a mountain!

This is what this picture looks like in a motion blur setting (zoom).

This next picture is of a beautiful landscape with a long mountain behind it!

Such a beautiful picture! Now, here's the same picture-only in a pixelized setting:

It's hard to see it now, right? This is another snapshot of a different landscape! You can see a few mountains in this one!

This is what this picture looks like in a Selective Gaussian Blur setting:

It makes a smudged look to it. This next picture shows how we're getting closer to Flagstaff-because it doesn't snow anywhere else here in Arizona!

YAY SNOW!!! :-) Here's what this picture looks like in a Tileable Blur setting (IIR):

Yeah...it's definitly hard to see this picture, but I bet you can still see the snow!! ENJOY!!! :-)

Family Matters

2010-12-05T09:19:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Good morning everyone!! I haven't talked to you guys in a long time-and I apologize for that! Things have just come up these past couple of months that had made me preoccupied for that moment! Today, I just wanted to touch bases with you on my family.

My family is doing great! Just yesterday, we had played a game of Rummy. My mom had won that solid round! Though I was last place, I didn't care! I was just glad to be spending some time with my family. Now that Marching Band season is over, I can have my Saturdays back without having to watch SNL (Saturday Night Live) on Hulu again!

So, my dad got a new position now at his job! He now works Night Shift!!! It's completely amazing because he goes off to work at around 9 p.m. and gets off from work at around 8 a.m!! Now, we can see MORE of him!! (he used to work evening shift where he would go to work at like 2 p.m. and wouldn't get back until 12 a.m.) I can tell my dad loves this shift, and so do we!!! He now works management at his job!! I'm soo happy/proud of him! (in case you're wondering, he cleans surgical instruments at hospitals!)

My sister has changed slightly, but she's still the same! People at school are starting to realize that she's my younger sister. Of course, 99% of them say that we look alike! Now I would like to say that we ABSOLUTELY DON'T!!! I don't see the resemblance in us at all! But, you know, eh. What can you do about it? LOSNL! One thing I do hate is that she keeps adding MY friends-BAND friends-on Facebook! It annoys the heck out of me! I'm flattered that I have the most coolest friends ever (;-) ), but she has to find her own friends! BAND people are MY people-not hers! (she's not in band. she plays the cello)

My mom is doing fine. I do think she and a few of my other family members are a little obsessed with Facebook! LOSNL! But it's all good! She wants to do an all-girls-day-out in the next few weeks! I can't wait! That'll be fun. She said that we'll go shopping and eat out and watch a movie-just me, her, and Hanifa!! That's pretty funkyfresh-I'm not gonna lie!!! ;-)

My baby brother is doing fine! He's learning how to talk better more and more each day. Right now, his phase is Toy Story 3! It's sooo cute! He has some Toy Story 3 outfits, dolls, and other accessories. He's now in a new little day care/preschool. He's doing great in there and loves being in that school.

Gizzmo is doing fine as well! God! He's such a great dog, I swear! I love him to death! Every time I come home from school, he'll pounce on me like crazy! He just gets sooo happy to see me when I get home!!! ;-) I love it!

Well Peeps, I'm going to try to keep you guys posted as much as I can! And I have a surprise for you guys to see in just about two weeks from now! I'll talk to you guys later!!

Your "Posted" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

Introducing Gizzmo

2010-09-12T13:42:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, of the last two weeks of May, some weird things started to happen. My mom had found a stray dog and we kept it for 1 day. Then, my dad took it to the dog pound and me and Hanifa were honestly devastated. For those 24 hours that we had that dog, we grew attached to it. And our parents took notice of it. Me and Hanifa had begged mom and dad for us to keep it, but it was no use. Our parents both work like heck, and with me soo busy with school work, there was no way we could keep a dog. But, it turned out our parents had a surprise for us.

We ended up going to the dog pound and found plenty of cute, adorable dogs and puppies. But, my mom was on a mission. 1st of all, she didn't want a female dog-she wanted a male one. (And I can see why. Female dogs are surprisingly really aggressive.) 2nd of all, my mom didn't want a pit bull or a lab. She wanted something that was small and wouldn't grow that big. So, what exactly were we looking for?-you ask. A Chihuahua.

We came across a Chihuahua-type puppy that was about 5 months old. He is black, white, and brown! He has floppy ears that flip inwards when he's asleep. It turned out that he is a Chihuahua mixed with Jack Terrier! He is soooo cute!!! I can't wait to show you guys pictures of him!! My mom, Hanifa, and I drew a name out of a hat to see what would be the puppy's name. (I had wrote "Gatsby" for my choice! I picked that name because I had recently just finished the book The Great Gatsby. Gatsby was of course my favorite character!) We ended up drawing the name "Gizzmo"-the name my mom had picked. I like the name Gizzmo.....it suits him quite well!

Gizzmo is a nice, quiet puppy. He absolutely HATES being alone! Me and Hanifa spoil him rotten!! I like to call him my baby!!! He goes crazy when he smells chicken cooking from the kitchen! (What can I say? Chicken is just that good! ;-) ) He loves to roam around in the house. But, with Jabari still being young and thinking that Gizzmo is a toy, we keep Gizzmo in his cage. At night time, me and Hanifa let Gizzmo sleep with us on our beds! It's soo fun! It's like a sleep over. He loves to cuddle and sleep closer towards my face. He's very protective over our family! If someone rings the doorbell, he'll bark like crazy! He loves to be on someones lap too! O! And this is something too adorable that he does: if you are eating something, he'll come up to your feet, and sit down patiently-waiting for you to give him some food! And it sometimes works because he has those cute, puppy-dog eyes!! He also LOVES to get tummy rubs!! It's sooo cute!!! He'll just sit there and let you rub his tummy!!!

I have such a close relationship with Gizzmo!! I always can't wait to come home from school and see him. He is just such a good puppy and I love him sooo much! I just don't know how I'll handle it, going off to college without him! More importantly, how is he going to handle me being away like that?! It's obvious that Gizzmo loves me most! (Hey! What can I say?!) I'm practically his mother here!! We have such a tight bond, that he understands me! He's WAY better than our last puppy, let me tell ya that much!!! (LONG story....)

Well Peeps, hopefully I can show you guys what he looks like real soon! But, of course, I still have OTHER pictures to show you as well! I'll talk to you guys later!!

*Remember*~Adversity reveals genius, prosperity conceals it.

Your "Loving" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs.Samberg~

Whenever I See You

2010-08-28T16:51:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: I wrote this poem when I was in 8th grade. I would actually like to dedicate this poem to Sanjaya Malakar! This poem basically sums up what having a celebrity crush feels like. {chuckle} I think Sanjaya was my first real long-term celebrity crush. So, here's my poem "Whenever I See You"!! Enjoy!!

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Whenever I

See You

Whenever I see you,

goosebumps rage out of my skin.

Whenever I see you,

it makes me feel good within.

Whenever I see you,

I always break out with a smile.

Whenever I see you,

my heart rate runs a mile.

Whenever I see you,

all of my troubles fade away.

Whenever I see you,

I feel like it's a new day.

Whenever I see you,

I fall in love.

Whenever I see you,

you're the only one I'm think'n of.

Whenever I see you,

I see you through a magazine or T.V.

Now I want to meet you,

face-to-face.

I want to get to know you even

better.

Until then,

I will always be your #1 fan!

Written By:

Saidah Wilson

A.K.A

Sanjaya

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So, what did you think of this poem? I think it's really cute! And the funny thing is, that's how I felt with all of my celebrity crushes! That's how I feel about Andy right now! Whenever I'm stressed out, I just think of Andy and I smile, knowing that everything's gonna be ok. You may think this is folly and inane but, through thick and thin, my celebrity crushes were always there for me. From the break-ups to the stressed out moments, they were there to cheer me up. They've also inspired me, and even metamorphosed me to become the person I am today. Now, for some of you, that didn't make a lick of sense! For that, I apologize. I'll try to make a blog post solely on the whole theological point of even having a celebrity crush!

If there's a poem of yours that you would like to see on my blog, you can contact me via email, which is:

greenorangesinger7@gmail.com

or, if you go to Millennium High School, and you wanna talk to me about it, you know where to find me! Well Peeps, I'll talk to you later! Take care!

*Remember*~Ideas not coupled with action never become bigger than the brain cells they occupied.

Your "Always In Love" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

2010-08-14T14:46:00.000-07:00

For this segment of pictures, I decided to

experiment with my pictures! This first

picture is a regular blur setting! This

picture is of my sister in the car!

I think we were going on a trip that

day! The next picture is of another

mountain we had seen! This picture

is a Gaussian Blur!

As we were driving, we had seen

cacti on some hills! Here's a

picture of one:

That picture is in a motion blur

setting. (linear version) Along

the way, we had also passed by an

area full of plant-trees! This picture

is set to motion blur as well!

(radical version)

Out of all of these pictures, I like that

one the best because it's so different

and unique! Enjoy!

Millennium High School Awaits My Welcome

2010-07-19T19:44:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

The move to a new house had required me and my sis to go to a new school. Yes, the time has come once again to say good-bye to fellow friends and make new ones as you adjust to the new place. On record, this will be my 3rd High School I will be attending for my High School life. Now, I know what some of you are thinking! Aren't I sad that I'm moving to ANOTHER school?! Well, yes. But, I love going to different places and seeing new faces! I find it to be another exciting adventure to delve into my life. To me, this is just another exciting thing happening in my life! I do miss everyone at North Canyon though! Good thing I have Facebook and MySpace, right?!

I am extremely excited for school to start! But, I must admit, I am a little nervous about it! I mean, I'm going to a NEW SCHOOL here.....entering in as a Senior! Everyone will know everyone....while I'll come in with a big personality! How to overcome this overwhelming feeling is a challenge beyond my understanding! But, I'm ready for whatever comes my way. Me and Hanifa start school on the 10th of August. Hanifa has to go in on the 9th with all the other Freshmans! Apparently, all Freshmans start school on the 9th at Millennium. Quite frankly, I don't like this rule because it separates me and my sis! We were hoping to start school on the SAME DAY.....obviously, Millennium has other plans for us!

The school's outerior reminds me of Shadow Mountain. It's a one-level school and is large. The color of it looks like it could be a local jail center....with the plain colors and all! I haven't been fully in it, just some hallways. The hallway floors are carpeted. At North Canyon, it's floors are tile (besides the classrooms). The days are ticking and I'm feeling more and more prepared.....I just can't wait! Well Peeps, I gotta go! Wish me luck for my Senior year of High School at Millennium!! I'll talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~There's always a tomorrow!

Your "Nervous but Excited" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

The Grades Are On My Side Now

2010-07-02T20:49:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, JUNIOR YEAR is officially done for me!!!! I am absolutely thrilled about this! And not just because I'm going to be a Senior next year, but also because I made it this past year! As you know, I HATE science with a passion! So, having Physics this past year was a real challenge for me! I loved my teacher, Mr. Sheoran....even though I barely understood what the heck he was talking about! Heck, my whole Physics class didn't understand what he was teaching! I made it through with a B as my semester grade! A "B"!!! I'm soo happy! That was the class I was most worried about! I don't even know how I even got that B, but the main thing is that I got it!!!

As far as my other classes, I passed with A's and B's!! I'm soo proud of myself! I can now officially say that Junior year was friggin hard! It was the hardest year EVER for me! I went through blood, sweat, tears, stress.....and yet, no grey hair! LOSNL!! I say that because Freshman year, I got my first grey hair....and that year wasn't that stressful for me! Plus, I took YOGA that year! So, how the heck did I get a grey hair from Freshman year and not Junior year?! {sigh} Oh, the body does wondrous things, doesn't it?

Finals for the last week of school was weird for me this past year. I was MOST worried about my Physics final (of course). So, my strategy this time around was to not study as much on Physics and to just relax about it. (For my Physics final 1st semester, I studied my butt off and FAILED the final) Come results time, I had a "D" for my Physics final! But, luckily for me, I had some extra cushion on my grade, with extra-credit and all, so, I'm good! The final I was LEAST worried about was my Band final-which all it is is a sheet of paper asking you to reflect on your last performance of the year! I know, right?! That's the easiest final of all, and that's why I like it! Ahh. It feels soo good to be in Band!

I wonder what Senior year will unfold for me.... I've got soo much to think about: Prom, Graduation, College, etc. I know I'll survive it all with Allah {God} by my side, guiding me along the way! And I'll make sure to tell you ALL about it! Well, Peeps, I got to go! I'll talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~A small house can hold as much happiness as a big one.

Your "Proud" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

Through Wit It

2010-06-24T17:38:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This poem was written by a friend of mine in the 8th grade. Actually, she was the one who inspired me to start writing poetry. This poem is about how she has tried soo hard to compromise with love, and it never has worked out in the past. So, she decides, in the end, to just give up on love. To read this poem in the 8th grade, I didn't fully grasp what everything had all meant....until now. This friend of mine had given me a copy of a few of her poems before she had moved to Texas. This is one of her stories.
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"Through Wit It"

You love him?
Hunny you don't know what
love is.
Yeah go on and laugh
I heard that too.
Until I discovered there is
more than one love.
There's more then just two.
But now Im lookin out
for me
Im like an angel set free
Cause Im through wit it
love
Im finnally giving it up.
I've givin' so much in the
past for a love I never had
Love...Im through wit it
Im finnally givin it up.

By: Young Breezy
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There's a few grammar errors, I know. But, I want to keep this as original as possible. To think that an 8th grader had wrote this is quite impressive and yet, unbelievable. It's impressive because she was that young, thinking profoundly! But, it's unbelievable because you look at this kid and think, "What you know about love?! You're too young to even know what that is!" {chuckle} I hear this from my mom to this day. Well, if it's not love, I love the feeling of whatever it is. It stimulates emotions in me that changes the way I see things! If that's not love, then tell me what that is besides the obvious answer of hormones!! I need an answer better than that!

Peeps, if you have a poem that inspires you, and you want it posted here, contact me through my email, which is:

greenorangesinger7@gmail.com
or, you can just talk to me about it! Well, I got to go, Peeps!! I'll talk to you later!

*Remember*~Never quit!

Your "Growing Up" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

2010-06-23T17:05:00.001-07:00

The picture below is of

me-next to a mirror. I

really like this picture!

This next picture is of

the sky! I had found it

interesting at the time,

so, I took a picture of it!

This next picture is of an

above highway on the

highway that I was on.

It reminds me of a

monorail!

While on the road, I saw

a mountain-which, there

are PLENTY here in

Arizona! If you look

closely, you'll see cacti

actually on the mountain!

Enjoy!!

It All Came Into Full Circle

2010-06-09T14:49:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

O.k. So, you guys know how crazy and completely sad my love life is, right?! Well, there are these two guys that did come into my life and had made it very.....interesting!! I would like to dedicate this blog post to them.....and you'll see why!

The first guy I would like mention is my ex-boyfriend, Andrew Craven! You know him as my first boyfriend in Arizona! Things didn't work out between us, so we remained friends! Well, this year, I had noticed numerous changes about him! Sometimes, he had annoyed the heck outta me. And sometimes, he would crack me up and we'd get along just fine. There were times, I'm not gonna lie, where I had found him attractive!! (And this was the year after we broke up!) But, all-in-all, I thought that we were just friends. Towards the last month of school, I had noticed that he would walk with me towards Spanish class. (We both had Spanish 2nd hour, but, not with the same teacher!) And he sometimes didn't look at me straight in the eyes! (which is what I do when I really like someone!) Come the last day of school, I had him sign my yearbook. After he signed it, he said, "So, how about a hug before you go?!" (he knows that I'm going to a new school next year) And I said, "Yeah. Yeah, of course!" The hug was surprisingly long and intimate!! This was the first contact we've ever had together! When we were dating, we didn't even held hands....so, for him to hug me was a HUGE surprise for me and a step up on his part! He told me that he hopes that my dreams and goals do come true and that he'll vote for me if I do go on American Idol!! I thought that that was very sweet of him to say....

When I read what he wrote in my yearbook, I was in for a surprise!! He wrote that he always liked me a bit! I was shocked....and yet, not! My friend and I had suspected that he still has feelings for me! But, I never expected for him to actually tell me! I was shocked....and I still am!

This scenario had also happen to me again in the 8th grade. His name is Kyle Scruggs! Like Andrew, he is also a grade younger than me! Nobody liked him in band besides me! People would make fun of him, and I would always stick up for him! People then started telling me that Kyle liked me! I didn't believe them....at first! Like Andrew, sometimes Kyle would annoy me....simply because he was latched onto me! I was his only friend....literally! But, all-in-all, he was sweet and nice! Then, at the last day of school, he told me that he had a surprise for me, but he wouldn't tell me what it was! As he was walking me down the hallway, I was getting really impatient and I asked him what my surprise was! He turned to me and said, "I love you!" Then, we both left for class! I remember being completely stunned....{chuckle} and I still am!!

These 2 guys will always have a special place in my heart! I will, actually, I do miss them dearly and hope that their dreams and wishes do come true!! And I hope they'll find their soul mate along the way! Of course, I do have both of them on MySpace, so I will make sure that I keep in contact with them both. Take care Andrew and Kyle!!

{chuckle} I question my love life sometimes. Honestly! For these two scenarios to just occur like that, makes me wonder for the future! Will my Senior year in High School be the same as my Freshman year?! I hope not! It was fun chasing Alex Bradly all school year....but, I actually want a relationship here! But, I really do think that Allah has already planned out my soul mate....and, I think I know who it is! But, I'm definitely not sure! Until then, I'll just be waiting and living life to the fullest!! I'll talk to you guys later!!

*Remember*~Speak well of your friend in public; admonish him in private.

Your "Ironic" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

The Story Behind Me and Alex Kalos

2010-06-03T00:14:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, for the longest time, I had promised to tell you all about my crush this year: Alex Kalos. And now, I have the time to sit down with you and elaborate over this guy. Alright, so it all happened in my English class! He's also in 2 other classes of mine: Pre-Calc and Spanish. Alex was in my pod 1st semester. (There were 4 people in each pod in the classroom.) I was normally quiet in this pod of mine because Alex and the two other people in my pod knew each other really well. As the days grew by, I had noticed that I wasn't the only silent lamb in the pod. Alex is really quiet. He doesn't talk much.....that's what makes him such a mystery to me. I had come to find out that he has a great sense of humor!! And boy! Does he have a deep voice or what?! I have to admit, I was a little intimidated by him at first.

I had then started developing a crush on Alex. I didn't mean for it to happen....believe me! I had then started to observe him! Now, I know what you're thinking!! But trust me, I'm not a stalker! I promise! I just wanted to know a little bit more about him....without humiliating myself to talking to him! So, I found out that he's a football player! Yeah. A jock if you will! His jersey # is 32. For the simple fact of him actually being a football player, I knew instantly that I had no chance with him! But, my heart just wouldn't give up on him. When I couldn't keep the secret, of me liking him, to myself, I had decided to tell him in person about how I felt about him! Now Peeps, you know the history of me giving my crushes 'The Note'. So, I had decided to take a different route this time!!

Let me tell you, Peeps, that I had some real bolts to go and tell Alex to meet me at the library! When he came to the library, he smiled at me! I gave him a weary smile...fear was written all over my face! When he sat down, I took one big breath and looked mostly at my hands....and.....I told him! It's funny to me now because I remember telling it to him really fast! I was nervous, let me tell ya that much! After I was done, I looked up at Alex and he was utterly speechless. Noticing this, I had told him that he can take his time on answering me back! He took that option and he had said that we will still be friends.....

Weeks went by, and I got no answer from him! So....I went to plan B. Plan B was to flirt and talk to Alex with every chance I got! It was hard because I could barely look at him in his eyes....they were too beautiful for me to stare at. But once again, I grew a pair and did what I had to do. I remembered one time that the playoffs for my football team was on a Friday night. Come 6th hour, I wished Alex good luck for the playoffs! He was definitely shocked by this, but, gracefully he said, "Thanx!" {chuckling} I'm now realizing what a complete fool I was! I wanted to be Alex's girlfriend sooo bad....

Pretty soon, 2 months went by, and still no answer from Alex. I was starting to get really impatient with him....and quite frankly, it was starting to turn me off. So, I wrote Alex a note and gave it to him right before Winter Break. {sorry! I really don't remember what I put in that note! I must've blanked it out of my memory!} During Winter Break, I had told myself that if Alex didn't right me back, I had to stop liking him! Sure enough, after Winter Break, I received no letter from him. It was at this time that I saw Andy Samberg and devoted my crush to him! I no longer had a crush on Alex. We never spoke to each other....nor even paid attention to each other! I honestly thought that he was mad at me! It was a silent compromise.....

Come May, someone decided to break that compromise! Don't look at me.....it was Alex! During Pre-Calc, I wanted to know if my answer was right. So, I went up to my teacher and asked her if it was right. Then, Alex said, "The answers are right here"-in a helpful tone. When Alex said this, I gotta admit, I was confused. And quite frankly, I didn't like it at all! What happened to the silent compromise?! Why is he talking to me?!-I thought. About 2 weeks later, I had decided to ask Alex if he could sign my yearbook. (Every year, I try to get my biggest crush to sign my yearbook. It's a tradition of mine!) And....he signed my yearbook. In it, he wrote: Saidah, I hope you exceed in life and achieve your goals. Kalos

When I read this, I smiled. But, it was a confused smile. Maybe we didn't have a silent compromise after all! Maybe....maybe he wasn't mad at me all this time. What he wrote had made me curious.....but, satisfied all at once. After he signed my yearbook, he asked, "So, you got published on here?" I said proudly, "Mm-hm. Actually, I got published 3 times!!" Then, he said, "Wow! That's pretty cool!" Then I said, "Thanx!" (I was super shocked at this time because I was looking at him in the eyes as we spoke! I didn't drool as I stared into his eyes!) And that, Peeps, was the very last words we had said to each other. You know, I'm not sad by that at all. Because at least we ended the year in good terms! I'm pretty happy about that! Well, Peeps, there you have it! Now you know why I had decided that from now on to let love find me! Wish me luck on that journey!! I'll talk to you guys later!!

*Remember*~Before you wonder "Am I doing things right, " ask "Am I doing the right things?"

Your "Satisfied" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

Benediction and 2-Year Anniversary

2010-04-19T18:07:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This poem was written by James Berry. I really like this poem. It's a poem that gives thanks to the things we take advantage of. It's a calm poem that makes everyone take a step back and say, "Wow! That's pretty deep...." So, here's James Berrys' poem called, "Benediction". Enjoy!
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Benediction

Thanks to the ear
that someone may hear

Thanks to seeing
that someone may see

Thanks to feeling
that someone may feel

Thanks to touch
that someone may be touched

Thanks to flowering of white moon
and spreading shawl of black night
holding villages and cities together

Written By: James Berry
Selected By: Saidah Wilson
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So, what did you guys think about this poem?! My favorite part was the last stanza! You can actually imagine the sky covering over the cities and villages! I thought that was pretty nice! If you have a poem that you really like and you want it shown here, on my blog, contact me through my e-mail:
greenorangesinger7@gmail.com
or, if you go to my school, which is currently North Canyon High School, you know that you can always talk to me about it!

Today marks the 2nd-Anniversary for this blog!!! It's been 2 years that I've had this blog now!! Wow! So much has happened in soo little time!! Let's take a look back on this year:

MY CELEBRITY CRUSHES: Well, as you know, there's been numerous this year! From April 12th, 2009-July 10th, 2009, I had a HUGE crush on Dev Patel! He played in the phenomenal movie Slumdog Millionaire! After seeing that movie, my heart throbbed for that boy! But, later on, I found out that he was, and still is, dating his former co-star Freida Pinto. She is incredibly gorgeous and I knew I couldn't top her...so, I moved on. It was from July 14th, 2009-August 29th, 2009, that I fell in love with Scott Michael Foster. He currently plays in the hit T.V show called Greek. I remembered when I first laid eyes on him. It was in a magazine of mine. {chuckle} And when I gazed at him, I instantly melted. But, then something had happened. I guess my hormones had exploded at the time because I not only fell in love with Scott, I also fell in love with 2 other guys!! So, from September 1st, 2009-October 19th, 2009, I had fallen in love with not just Scott, but Josh Hutcherson and Jackson Ryan Hurst! Boy! Was my hormones go'n crazy then or what?! LOSNL!!! From September 2nd, 2009-October 24th 2009, I added Taylor Lautner into my celebrity crush list!!! You can imagine how crazy I was when I saw New Moon!! {chuckle} I was practically drooling just looking at Taylor Lautner SHIRTLESS!!! Then, I started to lose interest in Jackson Ryan Hurst and Scott Michael Foster......and added 2 more guys into the list!!! It was from October 26th 2009-December 19th 2009, Gerard Butler and Jamie Kennedy came into my eyes!!! I only had liked Jamie Kennedy because he looked like my crush at school!!! And Gerard Butler?! Who wouldn't fall for his sexy accent and buff body?! LOSNL!! Then, from December 20th, 2009-December 30th, 2009, I fell in love with James Maslow! He's in the hit Nickelodeon T.V show called Big Time Rush! I thought he was more cute than anything!!! He has such beautiful eyes....no joke!! It was then that I stopped having a crush on Jamie Kennedy and Gerard Butler......and added someone else to the list!!! His name is......Andy Samberg!! It started off as just a crush for me....but, little did I know that it was about to get serious! Once January had hit, I no longer had a crush on James Maslow and Taylor Lautner....my eyes were set on Andy!!
MY SCHOOL CRUSHES: This school year was very different for me. I only had one major crush this year and his name is Alex Kalos! I can't tell you what happened between me and him until later. I want to use a FULL post about him. I did have a couple of little crushes like John and Tanner. John was in my American History class and was always quiet and always had his earphones in his ears. I only talked to him once....sadly. I never told him that I liked him and he never knew. {sigh} He was soo darn cute!!! I couldn't resist taking a peek at him during lectures and work. And as for Tanner, he was in my Physics class. I have spoken to him a lot more than John. Tanner is really cute and has gorgeous eyes. He is really funny too! One time, he was my lab partner, and all I did was keep my focus on him!! LOSNL!!
MY FAMILY: My parents are doing well. Every now-and-then, they'll argue...but, they seem to get over it really quickly! They work constantly and are just getting by. Jabari has gotten even more hard-headed than ever before. He's talking really well though and loves to watch Nick Jr. My sister and I have gotten really close this year. Our friendship gets stronger everyday. We all just recently moved and have cooperated to get this house together and are getting accustomed to it. Next stop to get accustomed to is Millennium High School!!
ME: O wow! Now it's my turn! Well, for starters, I have changed dramatically this year. Andy Samberg has influenced me a ton!! He's changed my lingo completely!!! I now say words like "Legit", "Ka-Blamo", "Cool-Beans", "LOSNL", "OMSNL", "Perfecto", etc! Along with Andy, having to deal with Alex Kalos has changed me alot as well. I am learning how to let love find me....instead of the other way around. I am learning how to accept who I am and love myself for it! I have become this strong, confident young woman who knows how and when to focus and who cares for her friends and family deeply! Most importantly, I have learned about myself this year. I have seeked my strengths and weaknesses and have learned to embrace them both. I'm very proud of myself and of what I've become!

Thank you Peeps for spending another year with me and watching me grow. I greatly appreciate it! Hopefully, we'll spend many more years together in the near future!! Take care Peeps and I'll talk to you guys later!! HAPPY 2ND-YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!

*Remember*~Praise is the best diet for us, after all.

Your "Growing Up" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

2010-03-31T19:46:00.001-07:00

These 2 pictures are of me when

I was a Sophmore in High School.

This was when I had those paper-

thin glasses! LOSNL!! And these

pictures was taken BEFORE I got

my haircut. This next picture was

taken in the parking lot in front of

the Paradise Valley Mall area. As

you can see, this was taken in the

evening--->when the sun was setting.

This picture is soo beautiful!! It is soo

beautiful when the sun sets out here

in Arizona~a truly remarkable sight!

This next picture is of the cresent of

the moon. Can you see it?

It is really far away. And I think

that's a star next to the cresent

moon. If not, then it was an

airplane flying by! I hope you

enjoyed these pictures!! There's

still loads left to come!!

The Rent is Up

2010-03-06T20:27:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

The rent is up for the house that I'm living in right now. We're in the process of packing things up. (very slowly, that is!) We have to be out of this house by the end of May-which is perfect timing because that's when me and Dizz get out of school. About a month-to 2 months ago, we were filled with "showings" for this house. A showing is when you let a family schedule in time to come see your house to see if they want dibbs on it next! {chuckle} I hated showings!!! It would always be after school, and that's when I'm busy doing homework and studying! It was awful. But, now the showings have slowed down and now we're looking for a house! There's a house literally 2 doors down that is up for grabs! There's also another house up for grabs....only it's across the street in our development. (We live in a gated community! When I first moved to this house, I thought that people living in this development were rich!) My parents are still deciding on which house to take.

Wow! This house is full of memories that are too strong to just let go. This was the house where I was finally over Bhavin-who is now my ex, but is still my friend. This was the house that I came home to when I was going through that whole "Alex Kalos Phase". (I'll tell you about that later.) {chuckle} This was the house where I had a crush on Gerard Butler, Jamie Kennedy, Taylor Lautner, Josh Hutcherson, Scott Michael Foster, Jackson Hurst, Seth Green, and now Andy Samberg!! {tear} This was the house where I found out that Michael Jackson had passed away. My family had gathered around in the family room and we saw Michael Jackson's tribulation-which was aired WORLDWIDE. This was the house that I got my very first laptop at! This is the house where I've become stronger and have grown up since the first time I came here! This is the house where me and Dizz had watched SNL and have become a big fan of it! This is the house where me and Dizz had listened to our The Lonely Island CD and the Hot Rod soundtrack on FULL BLAST and danced to it in the family room while our parents were at work! This is the house where Dizz and I have become close in our sister-relationship! This house holds soo many memories......

Now that I think about it, I'm really going to miss this house! The good news is that I'm going to be in a new house soon where I can make even MORE memories! It's funny how many memories one contains in one lifetime. Memories of experience, love, life, and most importantly-happiness. I think I'm ready to open up my memory box for this next house! And I'll make sure that you'll be part of the fun!

Well Peeps, I'm trying very hard to make more blog posts for you guys! I've literally been busy with school! Let me tell you, if you're in AP, JUNIOR year is the hardest year of high school! I know because I'm in AP and it's been a hectic year for me!! But, the school year is almost over and I'm friggin excited about it!! Well Peeps, I better go! I'll talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~Before an evening of romance, turn off the cell phone.

Your "Moving Along" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

Swirlz+Dizz

2010-02-25T02:47:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

As some of you may know, I have a HUGE crush on Andy Samberg! But, what you may not know is that my sister, Hanifa, has a huge crush on Andy as well! Actually, thanks to Andy Samberg, me and Hanifa's relationship has grown tighter than ever before! I would like to admit that Hanifa is my best friend! She knows me more than anyone else in the world. We grew up together for 9 years now. I say that because she is 4 years younger than me. And though siblings hardly ever get along, me and Hanifa's relationship is different! I honestly can say that I can't live without her! {chuckle} I question myself sometimes. Wondering how the heck I had lived my life for 4 years without Hanifa! 4 YEARS!!! That's too long for me! But, of course, the situation was that I am my parents first-born child. For those 4 years, I had never thought of having another sibling in my life. Boy, was I in for a surprise!!

Now-a-days, on the weekends, me and Hanifa LOVE to watch Hot Rod and SNL together! We also love to listen to The Lonely Island and our Hot Rod soundtrack! Basically, ANYTHING having to deal with Andy Samberg, we love to watch it together! Me and Hanifa has grown such a special bond that we have created nicknames for each other! My nickname is "Swirlz" and Hanifa's is "Dizz"! Every now-and-then, we'll refer to each other as "Kimosaby" from the hit SNL Digital Short: Laser Cats 5. Also, me and Dizz really want to become famous! Of course, you guys have always known that I want to become a famous singer and poet. But, Dizz wants to be a comedian/actress/cellist. We both want to appear on SNL! Well, I just want to host SNL while Dizz wants to be part of the cast of SNL! Me and Dizz love to hang out and have fun. (well, that's a given!) We pretty much love to do everything together!!

I would like to take a moment to thank Allah for having Hanifa come into my life and being my sister!! Allah only knows what my life would have been like without her! {chuckle} She brings out the 'fun' in me! I'm soo thankful to have her in my life! And I'd like to proudly state that she will be in high school with me NEXT YEAR!! Though I will be a Senior and she will be a Freshman, we will hang out together like there's no tomorrow. Our school WILL know who the Wilson sisters are come next year. LOSNL!! I can't wait!!

So, I ask you today if you could ever imagine yourself and your sibling being best friends?! Though it may sound weird, it is possible! I do see myself, 10 years from now, hanging out with Dizz just like now-a-days. I am very glad to have her!!

*Remember*~There's a witness in every footstep you take.

Your "Thankful" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A. ~Mrs. Samberg~

In Love With The Enemy (An Archetypes Poem)

2010-01-24T19:33:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This poem was made when I was a a Freshmen in High School. It was about my first high school crush! Ah yes. I remember it now. His name was Alex Bradley. At the time, I had a HUGE celebrity crush on Mitchel Musso....and I was utterly convinced that Alex looked just like him! {He really does though! No lie!} {reminiscing} I remember telling him that I liked him....and he turned me down-TWICE!! Yeah. I liked that boy twice in one year-that's how hot I thought he was! I wrote this poem after ONE of the rejections! (I honestly can't remember which rejection it was! Freshmen year was a blur to me!) This is my first Archetypes poem I have ever written. So, here's the poem, "In Love With The Enemy". Enjoy!!
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In Love With
The Enemy
(An Archetypes Poem)

When I first met you,
You were truly blue.

I thought you were my
rising sun, my garden, my tree
My ultimate remedy.

But now,
You are black.

You are now the desert,
the serpent, the Fall.
I can only call you by
gall.

When I seek to find green
and white,
You're nowhere in sight;
You are out of my light.

You have decided to be
My tyren.

You're the devil, the traitor,
the evil genius.
Kind of like Oedipus.

But, for some reason,
I still love you!

How can I be in love
with the enemy?
Am I too blind to see,
That you're clearly way too
mean to me?
Is it because you're my Sea?
Timelessness and eternity?

I guess it's because you're
The Devil.

You are the charming fiend,
You give people what you
think they deserve.

And I....
I am the librarian.
And the nurturer.

The devil and the librarian can
never mix.
You can question this,
just for kicks!

So now,
I must move on from this
lunetic,
I feel sick
From this pick
That I once called
My Love.

So Long,
My Love,
My Enemy,
My Devil,
My So-Called Best Friend,

So Long
&
Good-Bye!

Written By:
Saidah Wilson A.K.A Mrs. Musso

Dedicated To:
Alex Bradley A.K.A
Oliver, A.K.A
My 1st High School Crush
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So, what did you think about the poem? Pretty raw feelings there, huh? Yeah. It was evident that I still loved him after I wrote this poem. My feelings were soo strong for Alex back then, that I lost sight of the big picture there! He literally took advantage of me because I liked him soo much! No matter how much he had made me mad, my hormones had found another way for me to forgive and like him again. But, this poem is very deep. I love the language I had used throughout this poem! And I was a Freshmen who wrote this! That's pretty good....if I do say so myself! I like how in the end, I say, "So Long" twice. This corresponds to me not really wanting to say good-bye to Alex, my enemy, but, my concious tells me over and over again that it's for the best! The similies and metaphors are perfect to a tea in this poem!

This poem was written when I was in Shadow Mountain. I've moved since then-to a new house and school! Me and Alex Bradley are friends on MySpace. And last time I saw him was last January during Honor Band. I'll admit-when I saw him, I had then remembered why I had fallen for him twice in one year! Yes-I still do have a crush on him! And I always will, whether I like it or not because Alex is my 1st High School Crush-there will ALWAYS be a liking for my 1st High School Crush! I haven't seen nor talked to him since then. But, hopefully I can chat with him soon on MySpace!

Well Peeps, I better go! The goal for this year is to get you guys up-to-date on my life because there's still loads of things that I have to talk to you about! I'll talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~Mental activity keeps you busy at this time.

Your "Reminicent" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A ~Mrs. Samberg~

2010-01-24T19:03:00.001-08:00

This picture below is of my

backyard, looking up! Once again,

I was addicted to taking pictures

of the sun! LOL!!

Isn't it beautiful?! This next

picture is of our orange tree,

up close. Some of the oranges

that you will see are green

because they are not ripe yet!

Believe it or not, but this orange

tree inspired me to name my blog

after it! Now, these next 2 pictures

was obviously taken when I was

bored! Can you guess what these

images are?!

If you think that these 2 pictures

are of my eye in the dark, then

you're right! Like I said, I was

very bored that day and decided

to experiment! LOL!! I guess I was

right-my eyes are brown in lighting!

Enjoy!!

Henry David Thoreau and Maya Angelou

2009-12-30T20:53:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, my English teacher, Mrs. Murphy-Tick, has left my class with reading the book Walden, by Henry David Thoreau, and doing our author study. I chose my author study to be Maya Angelou. I had partied like a rock star all winter break, and now that I have school next week, it's time for me to get busy! It's hard to get back to work after a long vacation-I'm not gonna lie! That's why I'm getting to work on reading and studying now so that way I can get back into that mode again.

As I'm reading Walden, I'm starting to get to know Henry David Thoreau a lot better. I'm starting to understand where he's coming from. As of right now, I'm on chapter 4-Sounds. His theories are very profound and easily believable because he gives soo many examples to his cause. Because I'm soo gullible, I am hanging on to every word he is saying. He brings forth beautiful imagery which coincides with his diction. It's like I'm actually there with him-which helps me understand the text even more! His theories not only bring out facts, but, it's also starting to make me question our society and how we are living! If he was alive today, he'd be very disappointed! His theory is, "Simplicity, simplicity, simplicity!" He teaches us how to not be soo materialistic and to live in the moment! I know for sure that I don't live in the moment! I'm always thinking about tomorrow, or next week, or even next year! It's hard to live by Thoreau's theories-which is sad, to say the least! If he heard all of these things that we do today, like plastic surgery, or working 24/7, he would just die with disgust! I'm completely on his side with this one! It's just ridiculous!!

On a different note, I'm getting to know another person also! Maya Angelou! She is my complete inspiration on writing poems! She is absolutely amazing! Right now, I'm reading her book, I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings. I'm only on the 2nd chapter and I can say that it's getting good! Her words are soo fluid and vivid....it's just perfect! And her imagery is to die for! The way how she describes the morning air at the Store, for example, is like you're actually there! And she spices it up with her diction-which makes an ordinary place or object twice as better than it actually is! I've read a little bit about her life-which is I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings because it's an autobiography. And I think that she is a strong and brave woman. Going through soo many hardships like she did can break anyone down! I won't tell you too much details because I want you to see for yourself! She is an amazing writer/poet! And I'm glad she is my inspiration!

So, that's it on what's going on in school-work wise. Oh Peeps! There's soo much more stuff that I have to tell you-I've just been soo busy lately! I know! It's the same excuse everybody has been using now-a-days! But, I'm serious: what with all of school and all....there's hardly any downtime anymore. And if there was any, it's sleep! And I know all of you can relate with me on that subject! Well Peeps, I gotta go! I'll talk to you guys later!

*Remember*~It is sometimes better to travel hopefully than to arrive.

Your "Getting To Know Great Authors" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Mrs. Lautner/Maslow/Samberg
(Pst-The highlighted last name is Andy Samberg! and I like him the most out of the 3! I really like him a lot! Those of you who know me well, know that he's all I ever talk about! He's my main crush!)

FINALS are FINALLY over!! (for now!)

2009-12-20T20:23:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, last week, on Wednesday and Thursday, North Canyon High School had to take finals. Ugh! I hate taking the finals!! It always causes stress, tiredness, and premature gray hair!! And we have to do this twice every school year. Yeah. It gets really old, really quick!! Some students go on a rampage about either that class or not even caring about their finals and just winging it!! But, this year, for me, I cared A LOT about my finals!!! The 2 classes that I needed the most studying in was Physics and American History!!

So, I began a long journey of studying my butt off on Tuesday night and Wednesday night!! On Tuesday night, I started studying for my English and Physics final. I had studied from 9 p.m-1 a.m. I call it a "half all-nighter"! Come Wednesday, I was pumped and ready for those 2 finals!! We had a half day that day, so, when I got home, I ate lunch, took a small nap and then began a LONG strenuous study session!! (Try saying that 10x fast! LOL!!) It had began from 3:30 p.m-3:00 a.m!! Some may call call me crazy, but, I call myself determined. I was EXTREMELY tired came 3 a.m. I was studying for Spanish, American History, and Pre-Calc. I had literally given up at 3:00 a.m and had forced myself to get some sleep before my alarm clock would go off at 4:50 a.m for me to get ready for school! When I got to school on Thursday morning, I was ready for ANYTHING to come my way!! Determination and nervousness were the only 2 emotions that I felt throughout these 2 days!! Being a teenager, having JUST 2 emotions, and no more, at the same time is a rare occasion. It's practically a blessing!! But, were these 2 emotions worth it?!

Peeps, did you think ALL of that studying was necessary for a smart girl like me?! {chuckle} If you ask me, I would've looked at you and smiled and said, "You can NEVER study enough for a particular subject in life, because there's a lot to learn in each subject! So many details left out of this textbook and that textbook! We must continue to study to enrich our knowledge and bring forth NEW theories to test!" Do you want to know what my final results were?! Here they are:

Subject,Final, Semester Grade:

IB Spanish 5, 82.00 B, 88.04 B
AP English Lang 5, 74.00 C, 83.02 B
Amer History 1, 85.00 B, 81.32 B
Pre-Calc Hon 1, 92.00 A ,86.90 B
Physics 1, 69.00 D, 76.56 C

So, did I study hard enough?! I think my quarter grades had helped out my Physics grade A LOT!! So, I had passed Science this quarter with a C instead of a D-like last year!! Thank Allah!! It was a lot of stress-I'm not gonna lie!! And with this premature gray hair on my bangs, I have a nice momentum from this experience! I had learned a very valuable lesson so far this year: focus on your QUARTER grades so that way you don't have to be too stressed out come finals! It'll help you out in the long run! Well Peeps, I gotta go!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

*Remember*~Your most memorable dream will come true.

Your "Excited" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Mrs. Butler/Kennedy/Lautner/Maslow (Yeah. I don't have a surreal crush on Josh Hutcherson anymore!! What can I say, my hormones are picky!! LOL!!)

Prayer To Laughter

2009-12-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This poem is comical, yet giving thanks to laughter. You can't help but to smile when you read this poem. It's written by John Agard. I love to read this poem because it makes me feel good inside!! It makes you feel thankful for even having laughter in the first place. This is one of those poems that really makes you think. So, here is the poem, "Prayer To Laughter"!! Enjoy!!
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Prayer To Laughter

O Laughter
giver of relaxed mouths

you who rule our belly with tickles
you who come when not called
you who can embarrass us at times

send us stitches in our sides
shake us till the water reaches our eyes
buckle our knees till we cannot stand

we whose faces are grim and shattered
we whose hearts are no longer hearty
O Laughter we beg you

crack us up
crack us up

Written By: John Agard
Selected By: Saidah Wilson
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So, what did you think of this poem?! I like how this poem was set to be a praise to laughter! You know, we be soo busy in our lives that we never take a moment and be grateful for what we already have. Even for the little things-like laughter. But, having such little things can make a difference in a persons' life. Amazing how that works!!

If YOU have a poem that you'd like to be featured on my blog, contact me through my e-mail, which is:
greenorangesinger7@gmail.com,
OR you can MySpace or Facebook me anytime!! (Pst-look me up as: Saidah Kamaria Wilson), OR if you go to North Canyon High School, you can talk to me about it personally!! Well Peeps, me and my sister are about to make some brownies now and they're calling my name as I type this!! I'll talk to you guys later!!

*Remember*~Insults must be written in sand and compliments carved in stone.

Your "Thankful" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Mrs. Butler/Hutcherson/Kennedy/Lautner

2009-12-06T17:56:00.001-08:00

This picture (shown below) is of

the front of our 1st house, here

in Arizona! Well, rather, it's a

picture of our gate leading to our

back yard!!

If you look up, you'll see this view:

Isn't that beautiful?! As you can

see, I love taking pictures of the

sun and it's rays!! Now, as we go

inside the house, and go upstairs

and look down at our balcony, this

is what you'll see:

That's a beautiful view, isn't it?!

I like how everything is all nice and

orderly!! Especially the couches!!

If you come back dowstairs and

look up from where you were, here

is a view of the balcony:

That's a pretty big balcony-isn't

it?! Well, I hope you enjoyed

this little mini tour of my first

house, here in Arizona!!

The Untold Story Behind Me and Bhavin

2009-10-26T11:45:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, as I've promised last entry, I'm going to fill you in on my second boyfriend last year-Bhavin. Ok. So, you already know how Bhavin had presented to me that he had a crush on me after band class. Well, when he told me, I was completely shocked. And then, all of the sudden, he had asked me to the dance that was coming up in like, 2 weeks! I was OVERWHELMED!!! I told him that I'll think about it and I went on to my next class. That was when I knew it. That I was in a "fast-forward" relationship!!! Bhavin was moving FAST!!! Almost too fast. Overall in our relationship, I was overwhelmed. Why?! Because I've never been in a relationship like this before. I've always been in a "slow paced" relationship. Boy, was I about to encounter an emotional roller-coaster.

Bhavin and I had communicated through phone calls, texting, chatting on Facebook, and hanging out during lunchtimes. He would call me everyday after school!!! EVEN when my parents were at home. Now, since I wasn't allowed to date yet, I would text Bhavin-saying that he couldn't call right now because my parents were at home. He LOVED to call me on the phone! He, in fact, liked calling me more than texting. When I would tell him that it was a bad time to call me, he would beg for a little bit, and then give up when he realized that I wasn't giving in. When he called me, we would talk for almost an hour before my parents got home!!! On our phone calls, he would tell me all of his fantasies.....which, between me and you, was quite fast-forward!!

During lunchtimes at school, he would meet me at my normal spot at lunch and we'd sit and talk before my friends would come along. {chuckle} I remember the first time when he met up with me at lunch. He had KISSED my hand like I was Queen Sheba!!! I've NEVER been treated like that before in my entire life. I will tell you peeps now that Bhavin is the first guy I've ever kissed. Let's just say that you can learn so much about a person through their kiss. Of course, we had hit a few bumps in the road-but, had patched it up quite quickly.

I never told you this, but, Bhavin had-and still does have-a HUGE crush on my best friend, Kelsey Abel. Even when he was dating me. This situation had gotten out of hand one day when Bhavin had told me that he couldn't make it to the dance because he was having money issues. But, Kelsey had told me that he had asked her to the dance!!! Luckily for me, Kelsey had turned him down. But, I was peeved off!!! After that situation, my heart just couldn't take it anymore. So, I broke up with him that afternoon through a text. I was soo furious with him that I couldn't even go throughout the rest of my day without breaking up with him!! In the text, I told him not to ever contact me ever again and to leave me alone. He didn't text back-which told me that he really didn't care. If he did, he would've called me and would have left me thousands of messages on my phone.

I had handled the situation of being alone the only way I knew how-to listen to my OneRepublic CD on full blast and cry my heart out. Yes, I had felt better, but, it did hurt me really bad. Earlier that day, Kelsey had showed me a text from Bhavin that was sent to her. It had said, "I love you". That had said it all. I became depressed for a little while and then started to get over him because of my starting crush of Abheshik. (which, hopefully I can tell you about later!) That's what I always do. Once my heart gets broken, I'm always finding myself falling in love again!! (Those darn hormones!! LOL!!) So, Bhavin had dated a girl right after me-who, honestly, I thought he could do WAY better than THAT!! But, nonetheless, I got over him-slowly, but surely! It turned out that I had won the "war"! Kelsey had told me just a couple of months back that Bhavin told her, "First, Saidah doesn't want me and now you don't!"

Now, me and Bhavin are great friends. Altogether, me and Bhavin went out for ONLY a month!! Can you believe it?! A MONTH!! Time had flown ever so slowly when I went out with him!! I can tell, at times, that he doesn't want me to be taken because when I told him that I had a crush on someone and was going to tell that guy how I felt about him, Bhavin had a sad look upon his face!! Oh yeah!! I had totally won that war!! LOL!! He still has a crush on Kelsey-that boy just won't let up on her!! But, it's all good!! Well, Peeps, I best be going now!! I apologize for making these blog posts soo long!! But, you know how I do!! I'll talk to you guys later!!

*Remember*~When you're having a bad day, always remember that there's always tomorrow!

Your "Experimenting" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson A.K.A Mrs. Butler/Hutcherson/Kennedy/Lautner (Yeah. Since I last talked to you, I fell in love with 3 more new guys!!-as you can see from my nickname!!)

The Untold Story Behind Me and Andrew Craven

2009-10-20T11:46:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

So, I had somehow left you out of "the loop" of my love life. I do apologize greatly for that, Peeps! Honest-to-truth, I have been very busy lately with my schooling and the average "typical drama" for a 16 year-old. Well, today, I want to take the time to fill you in on one of my past boyfriends!! {chuckle} Yeah, there's been more than one this past school year. His name is Andrew Craven! Remember him?! I had only mentioned him to you about 2 times. Well, when we were going out.....it really didn't feel like we were going out. That was the MAIN reason why I had broken up with him after 2 months of us going out. We never went anywhere together. We didn't hold hands or even hug for that matter. It was a very "Rated G" relationship.

But, there was a good side to having Andrew as my boyfriend. We would always send messages to each other through MySpace and had texted each other every day. That was our communication!!! It kinda bugged me that we didn't meet up during lunch times. I remember it now. I was always sitting by myself for about half of lunch period, and then the second half, my friends would show up and we'd hang out for the remainder of the lunch period. To put it plainly-our relationship went NOWHERE!!! It was boring!!! We acted more like friends towards each other than acting like we were going out!!! Then, something had happened!! A guy came up to me after band one day and had CONFESSED his love for me!!! That guy's name was Bhavin. (I promise I will tell you all about him next blog entry!!) After he told me, I was completely shocked!! No one has ever come up to me before and told me personally that they have a crush on me!!! And, the funny thing about it was that he knew that I was "going out" with Andrew!! So, what was I to do?!

I did what any desperate girl who needs love would do. I said yes to Bhavin! EVEN THOUGH I was still going out with Andrew!! Now, before you throw your hands up in the air and call me a "cheater", just know this one thing: I was planning on breaking up with Andrew the next day. But, fate had other plans for me....or Andrew. He was sick that next day and for the rest of the week. Now Peeps, you can throw your hands up in the air and call me a "cheater" because I ended up breaking up with Andrew once he came back to school that next week. But, word must've got out of me breaking up with Andrew that day because right when I came up to him, with my speech ready, to break up with him, he told me that he already knew because someone had told him. (What?! I may have told a few people beforehand that I was going to break up with Andrew that day! Like, I don't know, a whole class worth!!!) I had asked him if he was sad about it and he said that he wasn't. He said that our relationship was NO BIG DEAL!!!

No big deal?! Geez, that was harsh!! I at least thought that we had a little connection in our relationship! So, that was it on me and Andrew's relationship. We are now currently friends, and me and my friend, Kelsey Abel, thinks that he still likes me!! Earlier this year, I was considering asking Andrew back out-but, my friends had pleaded me not to!!! (They all hate him!!! They all think he's annoying.) Sometimes, in Marching Band, he does get on my nerves....but, I've learned to realize that that's just how Andrew is, and I have to accept that!! Well Peeps, that's it on the untold story between me and Andrew Craven!! I gotta go!! I'll talk to you guys later!!!

*Remember*~Reward yourself with a special gift.

Your "Always In Love" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson A.K.A Mrs. SMF/Hutcherson/Hurst/Lautner

New Kid

2009-09-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

SONG BACKGROUND: So, I wrote this song when I first got here to Arizona....which was, like, 3 YEARS AGO!!!! I must admit, it's sorta corny-so, BARE WITH ME here! This song is basically about me coming into a new school and trying to figure out who I actually want to be. The reason for that thought process is because when you go to a new school, you have a choice-either you be yourself, or you change your personality! Wow! Come to think of it, this song is pretty deep!! So, here is the lyrics to the song, "New Kid"!! Enjoy!!
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New Kid
(random kids talking)
"Have you seen that girl?"
"I love her skirt!"
"She's very smart!"
"Yeah!"

(me singing)
"This is me.
I'm the new-ew kid.
I've found the key,
And I'm ready to begin......
again.
I've made a choice
I know who I'm gonna be......
Yeah!
I'm gonna be me-he-he!!"

CHORUS
"I'm the new kid!
I'm starting life again!
I don't wanna be nobody else.....
oh no!
I may change my hair
and I may change my style.
But inside......
I will still be me......
I'm the new kid!"

(me talking)
"Hey! I'm new!!"
"Oh yeah!"

(me singing)
"I'm kind of shy and get nervous."

(me talking)
"Ok....maybe a lot."

(me singing)
"I'm really quiet and really nice.
I get along with just about
any-body,
I won't do no harm to
no-body......
I just wanna be your
friend!"

CHORUS
"I'm the new kid!
I'm starting life again.
I don't wanna be nobody else....
oh no!
I may change my hair
and I may change my style.
But inside,
I will still be me......

BRIDGE
"Please,
don't make this hard,
I'm try'n
to fit in.
I just want to be a great
friend.
But, of a scale to 1-10,
I want......
A 10......"

CHORUS
"I'm the new kid!
I'm starting life again!
I don't wanna be nobody else...
oh no!
I may change my hair
and I may change my style.
But....
inside....
inside....
I'm still me......
Oh no!
I'm still me-ee-e
still meeee!

(me talking)
"Ha!
Oh yeah!

(me singing)
"I'm still me-ee"

"I'm the new kid now.....
I'm the new kid now.....
I'm the new kid now-ow-ow.....
Oh yeah!
I'm the new kid now.....
Oh no!
I'm the new kid
And I'm starting....
life....
again!!!"

Written By:
Saidah Wilson
A.K.A
Sanjaya

Sang By:
Saidah Wilson
A.K.A
Sanjaya
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So, what did you think of this song?! It's a little corny, I know!!! {chuckle} But, do keep in mind that I wrote this song 3 years ago!! I really like these lyrics. It tells you to just be yourself and be comfortable with who you are. I love keeping and making new friends, so that was highly expressed in this song. I gotta ask you something here, Peeps! And please be honest when you answer this for me: Do you think I'm a good song-writer?! Honestly, I don't know!!! That's why I'm asking YOU-as, of course, you are my audience as well as my friends!!

If you write songs yourself, and you'd like to see your lyrics on my blog, then please contact me through my e-mail, which is:
greenorangesinger7@gmail.com
Or, if you go to North Canyon High School, you can just talk to me about it anytime!!! Well, Peeps, I gotta go!! I'll talk to you guys later!!!

*Remember*~When there is a will, there is a way.

Your "Inspirational" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Mrs. SMF/Hutcherson/Hurst/Lautner (Notice the EXTREMELY long nickname!! LOL!!)

My baby brother, Jabari, at age 4!!!

2009-09-01T07:09:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Jabari has just turned 4 last month on the 13th. He is now pretty much half my size-so, we can all agree that Jabari will be taller than me once he reaches his teenage years. LOL!! Now that Jabari is 4, his speech is getting better by the week!! When he is trying to say, "Sorry," he says, "Gawee!" He calls me, "Thai" and he calls Hanifa, "Thai-y!" His favorite show, as of right now, is Spongebob Squarepants. He also loves Mickey Mouse, Cars-the movie, and Go, Diego, Go! He loves to help my mom cook in the kitchen-which is fine, as long as his hands are clean!! LOL!! One of the things I find remarkable about Jabari, is that he LOVES broccoli!!! Sometimes, he orders my mom to cook him some broccoli!! He also loves to clean up-which makes me and Hanifa quite confused!! We both, on some occasions, do not like cleaning up at all!! Jabari is a very thoughtful and helpful little man! (I like to call him that!!)

Of course, there is a flip side!! Jabari can be very hard-headed at times. When somehow me or Hanifa get on his nerves, he spits on us all of the time!! Especially on Hanifa!! Sometimes, if me or Hanifa is talking maybe too much, Jabari will say, "Hush Thai/Thai-y!" He knows he loves telling people to be quiet. And sometimes when me or Hanifa get in trouble, he says, "Na Na Na Na Thai/Thai-y!!" Me and Hanifa hate it when he says this. I don't know why, but, it gets to us. Sometimes, Jabari demands to go on the computer, and if my mom and dad says no, he'll cry hysterically. He does get plenty of whoopins when he acts this way. For some reason, sometimes Jabari acts like he can get whatever he wants when he wants it! And for many cases-it won't go that way!! Of course, Jabari also has his temper, or rather, attitude. He'll sometimes say, "Fine mommy!!" or stomp of the stairs really loud, or give you this stare that's "supposedly" supposed to scare you!! Jabari just cracks me up when he does this!!

So, you've heard of the saying, "Terrible Two's" huh? Well, it now needs to be, "Fierce Four's" for the four year olds. Cause Jabari sure does think he's fierce when he wants to be-which makes him look really adorable!! He is my baby brother and I love him unconditionally!! {chuckle} I can't wait until he can be able to read this blog post!! It will be a memory to remember!! Well Peeps, I got to go!! You'll hear more from me later!!

*Remember*~Praise loudly, blame softly. -European Saying

Your "Descriptive" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Mrs. SMF/Hutcherson/Hurst (Notice the new and LONG nickname!!)

2009-07-31T11:38:00.001-07:00

This picture (shown below)

is of me snap-shotting the

sky in full action in the

evening here in Arizona.

Isn't it beautiful?!

This next picture is of our first

house here in Arizona!! It's quite

big actually. Notice how the

the rooftop looks!

Aren't those sunrays beautiful?

This next picture is the front door

part of the house!! It looks like a

walk-way to a castle!!

This next picture was taken

inside of the house. It was the

kitchen area next to the living

room!

I had thought that it'd be a

great idea to have taken a

picture of this flower piece!

Enjoy!!!

My Dad's 39th Birthday!!!

2009-07-14T11:51:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Well, yesterday was my dad's 39th birthday!!! I had soo much fun yesterday that I must admit....that was the best time I ever had out of this whole summer!!! Why?! Because Hanifa, Jabari, and I haven't been out much at all this whole summer!! It's sad...I know!! I have begged my parents, especially my mom, to let me go over to a friends house, any friend, just to let me get out of this house....though my mom had said yes, every time I'd ask her, she'd be heading off to work or wants me to stay home!!! It sucks, sorry to say!!! But, what can I do, right?!

Anyway, for my dad's birthday, we had went to Arriba first!! (A Mexican Restaurant) Boy, they hooked us up with those nachos that me and my mom had ordered!! LOL!! I recommend everyone and anyone to try it!! After that, we went to the Arizona Science Exhibit (or was it a Museum?!). It was completely awesome!! While I was there, I had seen my classmate named Barron!! (He's that guy I had told you about earlier this year that looks like Joe Jonas!) He had totally caught me off guard. He had volunteered there and he thought that I had looked familiar. So, he had tapped me on the shoulder while calling my name!! I was completely shocked, may I add.

After the Arizona Science Exhibit, we had all went to QT!! (Arizona is best known for the hot and arid heat!! QT is a gas station and a little store!! In that store, they have tons of slushies and soft drinks!) We (my family) had all bought a soft drink! I had gotten a green apple/white cherry slushie with a little bit of Sprite!! (I'm always the one to get the wild and funky colors in the family!) After that, we had went home and watched a movie called Defiance. I had fallen asleep on the last half bit of that movie...I was tired. At about 9 p.m, we had ordered from a restaurant called Macaroni Grill. We all shared a family sized Fettichini!! May I add, Fettichini is now one of my favorite meals!!

Once it came to my Dad's birthday cake, it had became a whole event! Both me and Hanifa had performed, "Happy Birthday" to our dad with our instruments!! (Hanifa played her Cello, while I played my Trombone!) Then, my dad had cut his slice of cake, and as he did that, I had presented my present to him!! It was a poem! (If you know me by now, that was no surprise!) It was a beautiful and funny poem that my dad enjoyed and loved!! After that, we had all ate our cake and the rest of the night was pretty laid back.

So, that was my dad's 39th birthday!! It was loads of fun and a memory to never be forgotten!! Well Peeps, there's more from me to come later. I'll talk to you guys later!!

*Remember*~Looks are deceiving.

Your "Relaxed and Giving" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Mrs. SMF (Notice the new nickname!!)

2009-07-01T11:45:00.001-07:00

This picture (shown below) is

the side of our house in the

backyard!!

This next picture was a patch

of green clovers in our backyard!!

I found it to have been quite

interesting to take a picture

of!!

These next two pictures are

of my baby brother, Jabari,

playing in the backyard!!!

As you will see, he had a

lot of fun out there!!

Enjoy!!!

I Have A Dream

2009-06-16T13:00:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

POEM BACKGROUND: This poem was actually written by Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. It is really a speech that he had made in 1963 at the Civil Rights march in Washington D.C. This is a very popular speech that I'm pretty sure you guys have heard of in your lifetime!! I had chosen this speech to share with you because it is very inspiring and powerful in every way. I love this speech! It shows a lot of pride and dignity beyond belief. It goes to show that if you can dream it, and you believe it, you can achieve it!! So, here is the speech/poem "I Have A Dream"!! Enjoy!!!
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I Have A Dream
I say to you today, my friends...
I still have a dream. It is a dream
deeply rooted in the American dream.
I have a dream that one day this nation will
rise up
and live out the true meaning of its creed.
We hold these truths to be self-evident
that all men are created equal.
I have a dream
that one day on the red hills of Georgia
the sons of former slaves and the sons
of former slave-owners will be able
to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.

I have a dream
that one day, even the state of Mississippi,
a state sweltering with the heat of injustice,
sweltering with the heat of oppression,
will be transformed into an oasis
of freedom and justice.
I have a dream
that my four little children will one day
live in a nation where they will not
be judged by the color of their skin
but by the content of their character.
I have a dream today!

I have a dream
that one day down in Alabama, with
its vicious
racists, with its governor having his lips
dripping with the words of interposition
and mullification, one day, right here in Alabama
little black boys and black girls will be able
to join hands with little white boys
and white girls as sisters and brothers.
I have a dream today!

I have a dream...
This is our hope.
This is the faith that I go
back to the South with...

Let freedom ring...!
Allow freedom to ring...!
from every mountainside...!
from every peak...
from every village and every hamlet...
we will be able to join and sing...
"Free at last, free at last;
thank God Almighty, we are free at last."

Spoken By: Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
Speech made at Civil Rights march
on Washington, D.C., 1963
Selected By: Saidah Wilson
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So, what did you think of this speech?! Pretty powerful, huh?! I think Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.'s speech did come true! Though there is still a linger of racism in this world, I have realized that this world has progressed since 1963. I mean, really! We now have a Muslim African-American President-the first African-American president EVER!! (Which is Barrack Obama!!!) I've seen people put their differences aside and joined hands to progress on. I truly do love this speech. It goes to show that with time comes improvement!

If you have a speech that you want to share and you want it on my blog, here's my email to contact me about it:
greenorangesinger7@gmail.com
Or, if you go to my school, North Canyon High School, you know that you can talk to me anytime!! Well, Peeps, I better go!! I'll talk to you guys later!!

*Remember*~The great aim of education is not knowledge but action.

Your "Proud" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Latika

2009-06-01T12:05:00.001-07:00

This picture (shown below) was

definitely an inspiration for me!!

It's amazing that I even captured

it on camera!! It's very capturing,

isn't it?!

Look at those rays!! Absolutely

beautiful!! These next three

pictures are overviews of my

backyard!!

Enjoy!!

This picture (shown below) was

2009-05-01T11:36:00.001-07:00

This picture (shown below) was

taken in my back yard!! It's a

picture of a round, stubbed cactus!!!

It is incredibly cute up-close!! What

do you think?!

This next picture was also in
my back yard!! You can't really

see from where the picture was

taken, but, it's an orange tree!!

Doesn't it look like a huge broccoli

rooted from the ground?!

Here's a piece of the tree

up-close!!! Can you spot an

orange?!

Here's a picture of our grill

in the backyard!!! Pretty bland,

isn't it?!

Enjoy!!!

Happy 19th Birthday Dev Patel!!; Happy 1-Year Anniversary; Celebration For the 50th Blog Post!!!

2009-04-23T07:18:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

There is a lot to celebrate today, Peeps!! I am completely and utterly excited about this blog post!! So, let's get started on celebrating!!!

First and foremost, I would like to wish an actor from the unforgettable movie, Slumdog Millionaire, a happy birthday today!! His name is Dev Patel-who plays the character Jamal in the 8 Academy Award winning movie, Slumdog Millionaire!!! Today, Dev has turned 19 years old!!! I would personally like to say, "Happy 19th birthday Dev Patel!!! You did an amazing job on Slumdog Millionaire!!! I can't wait to see you in the next upcoming movie, The Last Airbender!!! You are a brilliant actor and I am now one of your biggest fans!!! Keep up the good work!! I do hope and pray that I get to meet you in person!!! I hope you have a great 19th birthday!!! Take care!!!"

Happy 1-Year Anniversary!!! Technically, the one year anniversary was on Sunday the 19th. But, I was a bit busy on Sunday to write this blog post!! The 19th was, indeed, the day that marked the fact that it's been a WHOLE year since I created this blog!! Can you believe it? {chuckle} I remember that during my first blog post ever, I had a crush on Mitchel Musso!! I also remember that I was a freshman back then as well!! Wow!! I've grown up since then, haven't I Peeps? Let's take a moment to reminance over what has happened to me since my first blog post:

MY CELEBRITY CRUSHES: From April 19th-June 10th 2008, I had a major crush on the actor/singer Mitchel Musso. He stars in the show Hannah Montana and has a movie out that premieres on Disney Channel called Hatching Pete. After seeing the movie, The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian, I had found new love. From June 11th 2008-April 11th 2009, I had a huge crush on the British actor Ben Barnes. *GASP* I sort of let the cat out of the bag!! You have just found out that I have a NEW celebrity crush!!! But, I won't tell you who it is just yet!!! See if you can guess who it is!! (Hint: He is Indian-but, has a British accent!)
MY SCHOOL CRUSHES: I remember that my first high school crush was Alex Bradley A.K.A Oliver!! {chuckle} I swear, he looks just like Mitchel Musso!! Come to find out, I had a crush on him (Alex Bradley) TWICE last year!! It was in the beginning and towards the end of the school year!! It never worked out between us! We were just good as friends!! Now, we are frienemies!! Last time I had seen him was like, I think, in January!! We like to be competitive with each other!! And between you and me, Peeps, I still think he looks sexy!! Then, there was Chris Moore!! *sigh* He is such a great guy-he really is!! He has the sexiest blue eyes I had ever seen!! And I personally thought that he looked like Shia LaBough. I had liked Chris during Thanksgiving Break....and it carried on until about April! We were really great as friends, I think! I need to get back in contact with him soon! I haven't talked to him or seen him since last year. And then we have Adam Silverman! I must've tried to find another crush to get over Alex Bradley because it was an embarrassing ordeal between me and Adam! What had happened was that right before Spring Break, I had given him a note telling him how I felt. After Spring Break, he never returned my note nor talked to me about the situation. I had assumed that that's his way of saying that he just think that we should just be friends. But, boy was I embarrassed. I had actually thought that I had a chance with Adam. Thankfully, I didn't make that crush a HUGE deal in my life. And now, we're up to this years' crushes!! There are two people that I did go out with this year! (One was Andrew Craven-you know him. But, the other one, I will tell you about in a couple of blog posts from now!) This year, I mainly had an "opened-mind" on guys. Meaning, I just focused on school work and if I felt that there was a certain guy that I thought liked me, then I'd focus somewhat on that guy!!
MY FAMILY: When I had started this blog, my family was at a very rocky road! It had all started on May 9, 2008. My dad had went back to Indiana for about a month and 4 days!! It was a temporary separation between my parents!! I was devastated!! I would NEVER want to go back to that day!! I had literally felt like I was in The Twilight Zone!! My dad did come back though. It was on Father's Day weekend!! My whole family was ecstatic-including my baby brother, Jabari, who was only 2 years old then!! It was completely amazing!! And then, the unthinkable had happened. My dad had somehow found out that my mom was DATING another guy while he was gone!! *sigh* The whole family was crumbling down even more!! My dad was soo upset, that he went so far as to rent a condo for the next couple of months!! But, something had pulled my parents aside. Something that would make my parents forget about divorce and moving out!! What was it?-you ask. It was simple: Money!! We became flat broke!! So broke to the fact that my mom had to ask her friend for about, I think it was $200, just so that way she could feed us at home!! It was a nightmare!! Now, my family has bonded even more since that time!! We had just recently moved to a new house and my parents are getting along quite well!! In fact, I don't think 'divorce' is in their brains at all now!! Which is good because happy parents make happy children!! LOL!!
ME: I have grown tremendously since my first blog post...as you can tell!! My diction has become evident and progressed. I am now allowed to fast because I'm 16 years old!! Since I've started fasting, I see life differently now. I've matured since my first blog post. I've been through some really rough situations this year that's made me valiant and confident in myself. I have also grown to appreciate and love poetry even more than I ever did before!! I don't know if I'm a natural born poet....but, I am striving to be one as we speak!! Poetry has somehow become my diary entries!! Every time I write a poem, I pour my whole heart and soul into it. I treat each and every one of my poems as my very own baby!! I treat it with my utmost respect and care for my poems with great passion. If that's not full dedication, I don't know what is!! Of course, I'm still single! But, I've had numerous crushes along the way! LOL!!

Be excited Peeps!!! This is the 50th blog post!!!! This is a great celebration to be a part of!!! Make sure you tell your friends, family, and people who you don't even know {chuckle} about this blog post!! Thank you Peeps for all of your love and support!!! I love you all!!! ;-)

*Remember*~From a past misfortune, good luck will come to you.

Your "Growing Up" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson A.K.A Latika (That's a hint of who my next celebrity crush is!!)

Chemistry and English class

2009-04-04T13:12:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

As the year is progressing, so is my struggle in Chemistry class!! If any of you Peeps has done Chemistry class, you can understand my frustration!! First of all, I HATE Chemistry!! (As you can see in my profile!) I despise Chemistry with a passion!! And for the simple fact that I have to stay in Chemistry for this last quarter of the year, makes me want to cry in my sleep!! So far, this whole year, I've been getting a 'D' in this class!! That just goes to show how much I hate Chemistry!! For one thing, it is a very hard class to take-especially if it's an HONORS class!! I mean, you have to know the trends of the periodic table, mass-mass equations, oxidation numbers, formulas-and that's not even the half of it!!! It's soo confusing and boring!! I have to MAKE myself like this class!! I had just recently written a poem about Chemistry class!! It's really funny! For any of you who hate Chemistry, then this is the poem for you!! I will most likely show you that poem sometime in the near future!!

Then there's English class!! I honestly love this class. Right now, we are reading a book called Tess of d'Uberville! It's a really good book so far! I'm still in Phase 1 of the book. I'm to where Tess meets Mr. Alec. And between you and me, Peeps, something is not right with Mr. Alec! He seems to be hitting on Tess every minute!! He could possibly win the title of being a womanizer!! We are also getting into the story of Macbeth! I'm not sure what it's about yet because we just got into it yesterday! But, it sound good so far! Along with these classical readings, we also are in the middle of a research project! This is the only part of English class that I do not like! We have to research our literary genre that we picked! And my genre is the Mystery Genre! I'm using my favorite book, Holes, by Louis Sachar, to help support my thesis of this genre! So far, I'm coming along quite well with my research. Our rough draft is due on the 17th of this month. I literally can't wait for this date to come because it means that I'll be done with the research paper for a while!

Well, Peeps, that's it on the 411 of my Chemistry and English class! This quarter will fly by faster than I already know it! I best be going now-for that research paper is calling me to go finish it! I'll talk to you Peeps next time!!

*Remember*~There is always a next time! :-)

Your "Striving Through" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson A.K.A Princess Caspian

2009-04-01T07:14:00.001-07:00

Here's my poster of The Chronicles

of Narnia: Prince Caspian!!! (you

have to turn sideways for this

picture!!!)

Here's an up-close picture of

Ben Barnes in this poster!!!

This next picture is of a nice

vase with beautiful flowers in

it!!! This ensemble is on a ledge

by the stairs in my house!!!

This next picture was set in

my back yard!!! This tree stump

(shown below) was in our backyard

before we rented the house!! I

find this tree stump to be very

capturing to a human eye!!

Enjoy!!!

For All Of You Arizona Students, Can You Say, "A-I-M-S Testing This Week!!!"

2009-03-28T12:51:00.001-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!!

First of all, I would like to DEEPLY apologize for not posting anything up for you from these last couple of weeks!!! Truthfully, and honestly, I've been excruciatingly busy with homework, boys, friends, and tests!!! (The reason why I said 'boys' was because I had 2 boyfriends-not really at the same time-since I had last talked to you!!! But, I'll tell you all about that in the next couple of blog entries from now!!!) Today, I want to talk to you about AIMS testing this following week!! (I'm really talking to the North Canyon High School students here!!)

I believe the testing begins on Wednesday the 1st and Thursday the 2nd!! On these two AIMS tests, they will cover both Math and Science subjects!!! Thankfully for me, I don't have to take the Science portion of the AIMS because I'm a Sophomore and had already taken it last year!!! For all of you Freshman out there, "Good luck with the Science portion of the AIMS test!!!" Here is a helpful tip for everyone who is taking the AIMS test(s) on Wednesday and/or Thursday: Take your time on EACH problem. Breath in nice and calmly. These tests are NOT timed at all.....so, don't rush it!!! Eat a nice and healthy breakfast before you go to school on Wednesday and/or Thursday!!! And don't forget to have plenty of rest!!! ;-)

I really, honestly, don't want to do ANYMORE AIMS testing for the rest of this year!!! But, like any student who goes to school, I have no choice!!! {chuckle} I remember back in Indiana, we had to take this one specific type of test called ISTEP!! It was a test just like AIMS that covered every subject in school!! I had hated taking the ISTEP test and had dreaded the topic of it!!! Ahhh.....those were the days!!! LOL!!! Well, Peeps, I better get going!!! Good Luck everyone in North Canyon High School on your AIMS testing come Wednesday and/or Thursday!!! See you then!!!

*Remember*~Take your time on the AIMS test(s)!!! It might be a great idea to meditate (clear your mind) before you take the test(s)!!!

Your "Busy" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson A.K.A Princess Caspian

Last Call

2009-02-05T06:15:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!!

SONG BACKGROUND: This SONG was written in the summer of my 8th grade!! This song is actually the first song I've ever written in my entire life...so, bare with me, Peeps!! This song is called, "Last Call"!! This song was written for my very first boyfriend, Andrew Britton!!! This song is talking about my last and formal calls with Andrew!!! At the time, my parents had found out that I was talking to a boy, Andrew, on the phone, and had forbade me to ever talk to ANY boys on the phone!!! So, this song talks about how I felt and the memories I had of me and his phone calls!! So, Andrew, if you're reading this, this is for you!! Here's the lyrics to my song, "Last Call"!! Enjoy!!!
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Last Call
"Hearing your voice.....
so sweet-
Hearing your laugh......
so calm-
I ask myself,
'How do you do it?' "

CHORUS
"I didn't know this was the
last call.
I didn't know this was the
last fall.
I just didn't know........."

"We laugh,
saying old memories will
last.
We talk,
talk about anything that
was there.
Sometimes,
there'd be a pause over
the reciever."

"And I,
I would love it all the
same......."

CHORUS
"I didn't know this was the
last call.
I didn't know this was the
last fall.
I just didn't know-ooo-oo-ooo!
I didn't know this was a
good-by-i.
I just want to give us another
try.
I just didn't know-oo-o-ooo-o!
The last call."

"I sit here crying over
you-oo-ooo.
What am I supposed to do?
You love me,
And I love
you-ooo-oo-ooo!"

CHORUS X2
(but without 'The Last Call' in the end)

"The last call,
The last call,
The Last Call"

Written By:
Saidah Wilson
A.K.A
Sanjaya

Sang By:
Saidah Wilson
A.K.A
Sanjaya
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So, what did you think of this song? Did you like it?! It was my first song I have EVER written!! As far as I can remember, it was definitely fun to make!! I was able to reach my creative side and try something new!! But, I love this song, though!! It's nice and very heart-felt!! I remember that after I wrote this song, I had literally recorded myself on my first cell phone!! I have to say, it felt weird hearing my own self through my cell phone! But, nonetheless, it was a fun experience!!

If you have any songs that you have written and you want it to be seen here, on my blog, contact me through my personal email below:
greenorangesinger7@gmail.com
Or, if you go to my school, which is North Canyon High School, then you can talk to me about it anytime!!! Well, Peeps, I better go!! You'll hear more from me later!!!

*Remember*~You are a classic.

Your "Creative" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson A.K.A Princess Caspian

2009-01-31T12:50:00.001-08:00

This is a picture of my

office desk in my room!!

Notice The Chronicles of

Narnia: Prince Caspian poster

hanging above it!!!

Here's a picture of what's

INSIDE

the cabinet of the office desk

above!!

Notice the Twilight magazine

inside!!!

And of course, I can't forget

about

my man, Ben Barnes!!! Here's a picture

of him when he was in an

all-boy-band

named Hyrise in 2004!!! Doesn't

look soo cute?!

And here's a picture of him when

he was around 26 years old!!

Look at him!! He looks soo

happy!!

ENJOY!!!

Video's That I Like and For You To Enjoy!!!

2009-01-13T11:23:00.001-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

This is the start of a new year!!! Welcome to 2009!!! I would like to celebrate by giving you 2 videos that I personally like that I think are interesting and cool!! The first one here is called, "Moments in Love"!!! The creators of this song, they go by Art of Noise, are INCREDIBLE!!! Their music is unique and is basically like noise!! That is why they call themselves The Art of Noise!! So, here's their music video for Moments in Love!! Enjoy!! (Click on this link below to see the music video!!!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RIcmIhOesaI

So, what did you think of the music video? Pretty different and artistic isn't it?! It's very complex in meaning as well!!! This is one of my all time favorite songs and music videos EVER created!!! So, you tell me.....what did you think of this music video?!

There is one more video I would like for you to see!!! It's from The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian!!! This video is the exclusive bloopers made from the cast and producers!!! It's really funny-I think!!! So, here's the bloopers from The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian!!! Enjoy!!! (Click on this link below to see the bloopers!!!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxfcUH4jCbo

So, what did you think of the bloopers?! Pretty funny, huh?! My favorite part is when Peter is on the horse and says, "I'm Prince Caspian!" And Ben Barnes, A.K.A Prince Caspian says, "No you are not! Get off!" LOL!! I loved that clip!! So, you tell me...what did you think of these bloopers?! If you haven't gotten the DVD yet, would you want to now, after seeing that video?!

Well, Peeps, I gotta go!!! I'll talk to you guys later!!! This surely isn't the last you've heard from me!!! Take care!!! And HAPPY 2009!!!

*Remember*~This is 2009!!! A new year to start all over again!! Think carefully about your decisions and have fun!!!

Your "Happy and Excited" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

2008-12-31T07:23:00.001-08:00

This is my Baby Brother, Jabari,

saying, "Cheese" to the camera!

And here's Jabari wearing his
new

red sweater, acting like he's
Alvin

from Alvin and the Chipmunks!!

Here's one of my favorite layouts

of Ben Barnes!!! This is called

Smile 4 Me!!

Here's a better version of that

layout!!!

I Am Officially And Legally 16 Years Old!!!!!

2008-12-20T15:59:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

YES!!! The phenomenon has finally happened!!! The year EVERY girl just can't wait to come!!! My Sweet Sixteen had finally came!! It had happened on Thursday, December 11th!!! And {moan} it just so happened that I had a Band concert that night as well!!! So, my family and I had to celebrate my birthday that weekend!! But, the concert was AMAZING.......

At the concert that night, I was late.....as usual. But, I was able to make it in the nick of time!!! And let me tell you, it was not easy getting into my Concert Band uniform in only 4-5 minutes before performing. Luckily, I had put on some perfume and Extra swipes of deodorant that night, because I had done something very brave that I'll never forget for the rest of my life. When our (Concert Band) was done with our first part of our performance, we stepped on into the audience to wait for intermission. And, blankly and blindly, I had FOLLOWED Andrew through the audience and SAT-NEXT-TO-HIM!!! At the time, my mind went blank and only my heart took control of what I was doing!!! It was like I had blanked out for a moment there!!! I could tell that Andrew was just a tad bit shocked when he found me sitting next to him....but, he didn't mind at all. So, we sat there....listening to the orchestra play. I could tell that Andrew was nervous-he kept fiddling with his hands and even stared at me for what seemed like, 3 MINUTES STRAIGHT!!! I was nervous as well-biting my nails and only pretending to listen to the orchestra play. In my mind, I was really curious about what Andrew was thinking about at that moment!!! Wondering if he was thinking about me at that exact moment!!!

For all of you elder Peeps of mine, I know what you're thinking!!! You're thinking, "Ahh!!! Young love!! Such a beautiful thing!!" LOL!!! You are right!! At this point, me and Andrew are taking it slow on our relationship!! As for my 16th birthday on Saturday, it was AMAZING!!! We had first went out for breakfast!!! It was IHOP!!! Of course, I had ordered stuffed french toast and scrambled eggs!!! It wasn't very filling to me, so, my mom had gave me some of her omelet that she had ordered. It was very generous of her and I was very grateful that she did that for me. Then, we went to go see the movie.....Twilight!!! I was planning on seeing the movie Easy Virtue with Ben Barnes and Jessica Biel in it on my birthday....but, the movie came out on November 7th in the UK and they didn't even premiere the trailer for it on television here in the US. I was kind of upset about that for a while. But, after making the choice of seeing Twilight on my birthday, I couldn't have been any happier!!

The movie was totally awesome!!!! I must admit that Edward Cullin is very sexy in the movie!!! I can see why girls always fight over him at my school!!! Afterwards, we had went home and ordered Pizza Hut!!! We had stayed home and watched Andaconda 3 and also ate cake!!! It was actually an ice cream cake....and it was delicious!!! I couldn't have asked for a better birthday than this one!!! I am very thankful and blessed for a wonderful family and friends!!!

Well, Peeps, there's more to come later!!!
*Remember*~Every birthday, you're another year older, another year wiser. ~All Grown Up

Your "Legally 16 Year-Old" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

Come On Into My Tropical Garden

2008-12-17T11:02:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Poem Background:This poem was actually not written by me!! It was written by a famous poet named Grace Nichols!! This poem that she wrote was very capturing to me when I was in the 9th grade!! It is definitely one of the poems that I found to inspire me!! This poem is very entertaining and is kind of like an Imagery poem. It'll definitely make you feel welcomed, comfortable, and warm inside when you read this poem. Some parts of this poem will rhyme and other parts will not. So, here's the poem, "Come On Into My Tropical Garden". Enjoy!!!
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Come On Into
My Tropical
Garden
Come on into my tropical garden
Come on in and have a laugh in
Taste my sugar cake and my pine drink
Come on in please come on in

And yes you can stand up in my
hammock
and breeze out in my trees
you can pick my hibiscus
and kiss my chimpanzees

O you can roll up in the grass
and if you pick up a flea
I'll take you down for a quick dip-wash
in the sea
believe me there's nothing better
for getting rid of a flea
than having a quick dip-wash in the
sea

Come on into my tropical garden
Come on in please come on in

Written By:
Grace Nichols

Selected By:
Saidah Wilson
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So, what did you think of the poem? Did you see and feel the images that Grace had emphasized on?! I did! That's actually one of the reasons why I love this poem. It feels like you're new in town, and your new next door neighbore introduces themselves to you and lets you into their home!! I think that's pretty cool and nice!!

Well, Peeps, hopefully that was a nice and refreshing poem for you to read and enjoy!!! If you write poems and want your poems and yourself to be featured on my blog, contact me through my e-mail, which is:
greenorangesinger7@gmail.com
Or, if you go to North Canyon High School, you do know that you can always talk to me about it!! Well, Peeps, there's more to come later!!!

*Remember*~He who has hope, has everything

Your "Relaxed" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

Meet My First Boyfriend In Arizona!!!!

2008-11-30T19:25:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!!

Yes!! The title is true!!! Believe it or not, me, Saidah Kamaria Wilson, has a boyfriend!!! Just saying this title makes me all giddy inside!!! The curse is OVER!!! A guy actually likes me!!! Now that he is my boyfriend, I can now tell you that his name is Andrew Craven!!! The ONLY class Andrew and I are in is in Band/Marching Band class!!! I still can't get over the fact that a guy would even be interested in me!!! But, to my best ability, I try not to question a miracle-just to live it!!! Once Monday had came, Andrew was, like, all excited!! I wasn't. I was strictly nervous and scared because I thought that I would get rejected, once more!!!

When I was in the Band room, come Monday, I was shaking-literally! Andrew was as calm as a bumble bee. But, as I was getting ready for class, I heard him say to someone, "Yeah. When I showed my friend the note, he noticed all of the exclamation marks too!" (or, something like that) "Oh my God!! Is he talking about the note I gave him?! Yeah...it's definitely a 'No'!"-I thought to myself. And then, all of the sudden, Kelsey came up to me and said that she's having a bad day. Andrew jumped in and said that other than him having a stomachache, he's having a great day! Kelsey was confused and said, "Why would you have a good day if you have a stomachache?!" Then, Andrew said proudly,"Because I said 'Yes'!" I stopped what I was doing and my eyes grew big and wide!!! "I said yes to the note!!"-he continued!! At that very moment, I felt everything had changed! "He said yes to the note!! He likes me!!!"-I thought to myself.

Andrew had then pulled out the note I had given him on Friday and said, "Do you know how many times I had to read this just to know that it was real?!" (yeah...he kept the note in his pocket!!! When I saw and noticed this, I had realized that he really does like me back!!) "About 3 times!! You know, you had put down 19 exclamation marks on this note?! It was like hearing a person on caffeine!!" I just sat there, in complete shock and paralyzed!! So, then Andrew had faced me and had said, "So, how should we do this?!" All of the sudden, I had realized that this was real!! I had then told him that I'm new to this!! Luckily for me, he is too!! He had said that he's NEVER received a note before stating this!! I had nodded my head realizing that pretty much every guy that I've given notes to, had said somewhat the same thing!!

So, we sat there for a while thinking. I must admit, it was VERY AWKWARD!!! But, I kind of liked it!! So, in the end, we had decided to contact each other through MySpace. (EVERYONE in the ENTIRE world either has MySpace and/or Facebook now-a-days!!!) So, far, it's been great!!! And, between you and me, Peeps, EVERYDAY, right before second hour ends, I always get butterflies in my stomach for next period-Band.

OMB! I just can not believe I have a boyfriend. I LOVE that word: Boyfriend!! LOL!! So, Peeps, you're going to be hearing a lot about Andrew now!!! But, this is a great chance for you two to get to know each other!! I'm just thankful and happy for this miracle. I'd never think that a guy would actually like me back. I remember my First High School Crush, A.K.A Alex Bradley say to me, "Saidah, why do you like the guys that you know you can't have?!" Ha! I wish I could see his face now if I told him that I have a boyfriend!! Then he'll feel sorry for even making that comment!! Anyways, I'm really happy that I gave Andrew the note!!! *Thank you Chirag and Kelsey for convincing and making me give the note to Andrew!!! I couldn't have done it without you!!!*

Well, Peeps, there's always more from me!! Until then, I'll talk to you guys next week!!

*Remember*~Don't question a miracle-just live it.

Your "Lucky and Loved" Friend,

Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

2008-11-30T19:22:00.001-08:00

This is me......

Pose'n for the camera!!

This is also me......

Try'n to act like I'm on

Scream Queens.

And, of course, here's

Ben Barnes!!

Here's a better picture

of that (above) layout.

ENJOY!!!

I Have A Crush On Someone!!!!!

2008-11-23T16:12:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

As you have read the title above, I do have a crush on someone at my school!!! And yes, he's in my Band/Marching Band class!! Never, this year, have I ever thought that I'd have a crush on someone BESIDES Ben Barnes!!! This guy does NOT look like Ben Barnes at all-but, oddly enough, he looks like my 7th Grade crush, Kyle Dexter!! He ALWAYS makes me laugh and he has AMAZING brown eyes!!! Sadly, he is a Freshmen....but, judging the fact that I have a celebrity crush on a 27 year-old, AGE DOES NOT MATTER TO ME!!!(Well, if the guy was 40, that would bother me!!! LOL!!)

Well, lately, I've been having feelings where I actually do think that this guy likes me!!! Like, sometimes, when Chirag, my friend, would dog me out (disses me-jokingly), the guy that I'm crush'n on, would IMMEDIATELY defend me like there's no tomorrow!!! He would also TRY to make me laugh-which always works!!! And then there's those RANDOM times-I mean RANDOM times, where he stares at me for long periods of time!! There's soo much more clues than that!!! It's weird, you know?! This guy flirts with me in weirdest ways....and I think I like it!!

I actually have a Band clique, (I pronounce it "cleek"-which drives people insane!!!) and the guy that I'm crush'n on is in it!!! So is Chirag, Kelsey, George, sometimes Katrina, and sometimes Bobvin!! Well, about 2 weeks ago, I had decided to write the guy that I'm crush'n on a note telling him my feelings and asking him if he likes me back!!! After I wrote the note, I had decided that I should get consultants from Kelsey and Chirag!!! Chirag was starting to notice the "Clues" from the "Guy" as well as I was!!! He, too, had believed that the "Guy" likes me as well!!

So, we then told Kelsey about the clues and of me writing a note to the "Guy"!!! She REALLY thought that the "Guy" had liked me as well!!! So, we came up with a name for the "Guy" and the situation!!! It's name was: Ubalation Domination Celebration!!! (oo-bu-la-shun) We had decided for me to give Ubalation (the "Guy") the note this past Friday!!!! It was soo cool because we made a specific time for me to give Ubalation the note!!! (It was when 2 minutes had past when the hand struck 5) Of course, all of us, the clique, were in the same Band class period together!!!

When it was time for me to give Ubalation the note, my heart was speeding soo fast and soo hard, that I could barely see anything!!! Of course, Ubalation was around some people, soo, to help me, Chirag and Kelsey had screamed out his name...and Ubalation had came over!!! My stomach was starting to churn, and I felt like I was going to throw up!!! When I get shy or nervous in front of a guy, I ALWAYS look down and NEVER look them in the eyes!!! So, with my eyes looking down, I gave Ubalation the note telling him to not read it now-it'd be too awkward!!! But, he REALLY wanted to read it then!!! I screamed out, "No!!" and told him to read it later!!

He then had said that he'll read it next class!! I was then satisfied!!! So, I waited by the classroom clock, ready for the bell to ring!!! And then I turned around and saw Ubalation READING THE NOTE IN FULL EFFECT!!! I turned around, eyes wide, and told Kelsey!!! When she saw, she yelled at his name for him to stop reading-but, he was too intrigued to notice and kept reading!!! At that moment, I felt my body start to warm up with embarrassment, and I began to feel hot!!! "Come on bell, ring, Ring, RING!!!"-I whispered to myself!!! Sure enough, the bell had rung, and I zoomed out of the Band room like I had to go pee!!! I was nearly running, trying to run from ANY embarrassment that might've came next!!!

When lunch came around, I had mixed feelings!! Since the 6th grade, I've been giving guys that I had a crush on, notes-and none of the notes had ever succeeded in any way!!! The only boyfriend that I have ever had, was towards the end of the 8th grade!!!-and that became a long-distance relationship because I moved here....it just didn't work out in the end!!! "If I've been giving notes to guys since I was in the 6th grade, and it NEVER worked, what makes me think that this time'll work?!"-I thought to myself. "The clues...it just has to be!!"-I thought once more!!

After lunch, I went to my 6th period class!! When Chirag got there, he told me that he knows what Ubalation said about the note!!(Chirag is in Ubalation's class after Band) I sadly said, without a smile on my face, "He said no, didn't he?" Chirag smiled and shook his head no!! My expression had changed for what Chirag had said next!! "He said that he's inclined to say 'yes'!! But, he's going to think about it over the weekend!!" I was shocked and confused all at once!!! "Could this be it?! Is the curse over?! Will a guy from Arizona finally like me?!"~I asked myself in desperation!! For the rest of the day, I was COMPLETELY jolly!! At 7th period, Kelsey came up to me and was wondering if I knew the news!!! I told her yes!! She told me that she was VERY happy for me!!

Peeps, I'm not so sure if this is a good thing or not!!! The words are still numbing in my brain!! All I know, is that I'll find out the answer, either yes or no, tomorrow!! Peeps, I'm anxious and excited right now!!! But, by tomorrow, I'm going to be shaking in my flip-flops like crazy!! So, Peeps what do you think?! Do you think that this'll be my first boyfriend in Arizona?! Or another regret that'll add up in my memory bank?! Tomorrow, I'll know for sure!! And I'll make sure that I'll tell you the results next time I'll talk to you!! Wish me luck Peeps-I'm REALLY going to need it!!

*Remember*~Friends long absent are coming back to you.

Your, "Anxious and Nervous" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

Why Don't You Just Leave Me Alone!!!!

2008-11-16T12:16:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Poem Background: This poem was written when I was in the 8th grade!! In this poem, I was learning that sometimes, mean people just want someone to mess with. And that someone could be as gullible and nice as I am!! I know...it's a sad world we're living in, right?! But, in this poem, this was definitely directed to one SPECIFIC person that drove me insane!!! I won't say any names.....but the person was a male!!! So, here's the poem, "Why Don't You Just Leave Me Alone!!!!" Enjoy!!!
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Why Don't You
Just Leave Me
Alone!!!!
How come you always
bug me?
Why do you call me names
that are offensive towards
women?
Do you think I can't see?
When you take my stuff and
hide it..........
and watch me stress out?
Why do I ask myself often,
"Why me?"
How come, whenever I see you,
my heart jumps......
knowing that you'll be mean
to me?
Why do you like to torture
me?
Saying mean things about
Sanjaya........
knowing that I love him.
Sometimes, I want to shout,
"What do you want from me?"
Do you torture me because you
like me?
Well, you sure are acting like it.
If you don't like me.....
then leave me alone!
I never did anything to you!
So, the next time you bother
me, I'll shout out,
"Why don't you just leave
me alone!!!!"

Written By:
Saidah Wilson
A.K.A
Sanjaya
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So what did you think of this poem?! Pretty intense, huh?! You know the expression, "A picture is worth a thousand words"? Well, this poem is expressing a heck of a lot of feelings, isn't it?! I was just soo frustrated that day, you know?! I remember it like it was just yesterday!! I was in the gym....Wacky Wednesday, I believe that's what we called it!!! (Wacky Wednesday was simply if you had no behavior problems or anything like that!!! You got a chance to go to the gym and do whatever you wanted to do!!! Plus, you get to miss your last class before lunch!!!) I was bored that day, because none of my friends were able to attend Wacky Wednesday!!! So, I decided to let out my feelings and started to create this poem!!!

This poem just goes to show that you can do pretty much anything you want to do when you're bored!!! Oh, and just to let you know, I haven't talked to that guy since I moved here to Arizona!!! (The guy that I'm talking about from this poem!!!) Also, when I just reread this poem, I kind of chuckled when I said, "Saying mean things about Sanjaya....knowing that I love him." LOL!!! I was just I child back then!!! As you know, I now love Ben Barnes!!!! Well, Peeps, I hope you've enjoyed that poem!!! Of course, there's always more to come from me!!! So, I'll talk to you guys next week!!!

*Remember*~A lifetime friend shall soon be made.

Your "Irritated" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

Still Hang'n In There.....

2008-11-09T08:49:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Well, my family is still hang'n in there!!! This week, Hanifa and I didn't receive allowance!! :-( Though we are patient, we are pretty much counting the days until our parents' paychecks comes through!! I'm practically biting my nails because of this!!! Did you know that DAVID ARCHULETA'S CD is coming out on Tuesday?! Yeah!!! That's why I need allowance!!! I Love David Archuleta!!! I've always had a crush on him!!!! And I love his single, "Crush"!!! But, honestly, I can't buy his CD yet because I don't have enough money for it!!! But, I'm getting there!!!

My mom had went to the store this morning!!! She had bought a lot of goodies!!! Like bagels, cream cheese, and even yams!!! Mmmmm....it's making me hungry just thinking about it!!! Peeps, are you ready for the Holidays?! Or, should I say, can you handle the Holidays?! LOL!!! I know I am!!! I'm just ecstatic about it!!! I had found out just yesterday, that my dad was getting a RAISE!!!! About $2-$3 extra per hour when my dad works!!! That's pretty cool!!! And you know that we NEED the money!!! And my mom's been working EVERY DAY-giving out flu shots is her temporary job, and she also works at her regular job as well!!! When we say that we need the money, we MEANT it!!! My parents have been working their butt off!!! If I had a job, I would certainly give my paychecks to my parents to help out this situation!!!

It's only in a matter of time when we actually get caught up!!! It seems like, and let me repeat, it SEEMS LIKE my mom and dad won't be getting a divorce!!! When my parents were asleep, Hanifa had carefully went into their room to go wake them up....and then, she saw something on their bed!!! What was it?!-you ask. Let's just say, it's used for protection!!! I'm not saying ANYTHING ELSE about it!!! So, yeah, things are looking pretty good from here!!! Well, Peeps, I'm going to go make me some of those bagels right now!!! I'll talk to you guys next week!!!

*Remember*~Today, you should spend some time to search in yourself.

Your "One and Only" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

Family at Crisis!!!!

2008-11-02T16:08:00.000-08:00

What Up Peeps!!!

As this year is rolling along, I have noticed something.....MY FAMILY IS AT A CRISIS HERE!!!! Yeah, I know!!! That's pretty blunt of me to say, but it's true!!! Well, remember when my dad had lost his job? Well, that had made my mom REALLY stressed out!!! I mean, she had to work DOUBLE TIME!!! About a month later, my dad had found a new job!!! But, I guess, even now...we're still not having a lot of money!! My mom is working TRIPLE TIME now (Despite the fact that she's in college right now!!), and my dad is working every weekday. But, what's really going on between my parents?.....

The question ponders me as much as it ponders you as of right now!!! As far as I know, I honestly don't know what's going on between my parents!! I mean, they don't argue as much anymore....and no drama has been spurring since the last couple of months!!!! And NO ONE dares to speak about my dad's extra condo now-a-days!! I honestly don't know what's going to happen between my parents after this Crisis ends!!! Speaking of this Crisis that we're in: I think that this Crisis has been keeping both my parents busy...so, all of that Divorce stuff may just be out of their minds as of right now!! Which, for me, is a good thing!!!

This Crisis of ours isn't what it's cracked up to be. For one, me and my sister, Hanifa, can't get any allowance as of right now!! (Because we are out of money!!) Also, I have a Band field trip in the near Spring, and the first deposit of the money, $50, was due just this past Tuesday!!! And guess what?! My mom couldn't pay for it because she wasn't going to get paid yet until next week!! I know!!! This is truly sad!! And do you want to know what else is sad?! Having our refrigerator almost completely empty at times, is no stranger to us!!! :-( It's pretty sad and embarrassing all at once!! Sometimes, I'm not able to go to my band practice or a band game or even a band competition because BOTH of my parents are working on that day!!!

Hopefully, this Crisis will end before my 16th birthday!!! Because I have a list of things I want for gifts on that day!!! LOL!!! I want to thank you sooo much Peeps for listening to me!!! You know, these days, it's hard to let out your true feelings when there's no one to confide in!!! Well, Peeps, I have to go eat dinner now!!! It's burgers tonight!!! LOL!!! I'll talk to you guys next week!!!

*Remember*~Long life is in store for you.

Your "Broke for now" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

2008-10-31T14:06:00.001-07:00

This Is the typical me on a

weekend!!! Rock'n out to

one of my CD's on practically

FULL Blast!!!!

And here's me wearing a LOVELY,

SEXY teal dress that I'm going to

wear on Monday!!!

And, of course, we can't forget

my man, Ben Barnes!!! I love

this next picture!! He looks

like he's say'n, "Maybe yes...

maybe no...we'll see!!!"

And this is a picture of him

as, My Hero, Prince Caspian!!!

Ahhh...he makes my heart melt!!!

ENJOY!!!!

Sick and Tired of It

2008-10-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Poem Background:This poem was written when I was in the 8th grade!!! I had pretty much let out my stress onto this poem!! But, at the same time, during this poem, you will see me understanding what life really is!! By the way, in this poem, I'm listing all of the things that happened to me in the 8th grade!!! See if any of these things happened to you around this grade!!! So, here's the poem, "Sick and Tired of It"!! Enjoy!!!
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Sick and Tired
of It
I'm sick and tired of
wak'n up at 5:00 a.m.
I'm sick and tired of
being made fun of.
I'm sick and tired of it.

I'm sick and tired of
all of these Common Assessments.
I'm sick and tired of
being called, "Wierdo!"
I'm sick and tired of it.

I'm sick and tired of
people making fun of my friend,
Kyle Scruggs.
I'm sick and tired of
the Cardinals' team think'n
that they're smarter than me
and are better than me.
I'm sick and tired of it.

I'm sick and tired of
feeling invisable.
I'm sick and tired of
going all the way up to
the 3rd floor to go to
Document Formatting.
I'm sick and tired of it.

I'm sick and tired of
knowing that life isn't
always fair.
I'm sick and tired of
knowing that I have to
move on in my life and that
these little things that I'm
sick and tired of..........
will pass.

Written By:
Sanjaya
A.K.A
Saidah Wilson
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So, what did you think about this poem?! As I had just finished reading this poem, I have realized that I had a lot of stress when I was younger and didn't know how to express it besides putting it into poem form. And I still do have that feeling of being invisible!! O!!! And get this!! I now wake up at 1 a.m. on school mornings!!!! Yeah!!! So, I'm still stressed out!!! Now that I look back, I got it made in the 8th grade!!!! Here, in High School, it's impossible not to feel stressed out!!! But, towards the end of the poem, did you see how I had shifted my attitude a bit?! I had said that it'll all pass!!! Which is true....it's just that, in time it'll all pass. Which means it could be 3 years for all we know!!! We just have to wait and see!!

Well, Peeps, I best be going now!!! I'll talk to you guys next week!!!

*Remember*~You use your creative talents to transform a business environment.

Your "Stressful" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

Can You Say P-S-A-T's???!!!

2008-10-19T16:32:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

I know all of you High Schoolers and elders has heard of it before!! The PSAT's!! I know....it's a scary word to say aloud. But, EVERYONE has to take it EVERY year in High School!! (It wavers if you're a Freshman!!! And Seniors...You're lucky!!! You don't have to take it!!!) Well, I did take the PSAT Test last year!!! And I did it this year as well!!!

I actually just took the PSAT last Wednesday!! Peeps, don't ask if it was easy or not!!! I hate having to classify ANY test as easy or hard!!(Just comes with my personality!! :-) ) But, I can tell you that the test covers over what you have already learned so far. Last year, when I had taken the test, I was freaking out!!! No lie!!! And after the test, my head was killing me!!! I had felt like my brain had exploded or was oozing out of my skull. But, this year, I was still a little bit nervous. And after the test, I walked out of the classroom with my head held high!! Head completely feeling fine, and I was completely energized!!

What I have learned this year,so far,is that after taking ANY test, I walk out of the classroom, head high, and go on with my life!! Not thinking about if the test was easy or hard!! Not wondering if I got a certain problem wrong on the test!! I just erase the test from my brain and...WALK AWAY!!! See, here's why:If I tell my friends that the test was easy, and I actually had failed it miserably, and my friends saw, it'd be completely embarrassing!! We're talking humiliation here!!(Plus, I don't want to jinx myself!!) So, it's just best to study hard, take the test, and walk away!! No questions asked!!I don't even talk about the test afterwards either!! You'll come to find out, that this method may actually work!!! It's working for me, that's for sure!!

So, for those of you who haven't taken the PSAT's yet, don't worry!! Your time will come shortly!!(Hence the laughter!!) I'm actually glad I took the test this year as well!!! Some Sophomores at my school just ditched it and didn't seem to realize what was the point for a PSAT!! It's actually the practice test for the SAT's!!! Which, of course, I'm shaking in my sandals for!!! That's the test score the MAJORITY of the colleges look at!! But, all of that comes in time!! Well, Peeps, I have some more homework to finish!! I'll talk to you guys next week!!!

*Remember*~Any impatience you show will only create more stress.

Your "done w/ PSAT's for now" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

Memories......

2008-10-12T17:05:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Memories......That's all I can say at this point!! You know, memories can impact a person soo much. Whether it's good or bad. {Chuckle} Actually, just yesterday, I had a Marching Band Invitational. Though, I did come in late yesterday, all other 12 MARCHING BANDS came to our North Canyon High School to perform and be judged. Including SHADOW MOUNTAIN HIGH SCHOOL!!! When I heard that Shadow Mountain High School, my old high school, marching band was going to be there yesterday, I completely freaked out and was nervous and excited all at once!!!! And I knew, right then and there, that I had to watch out for mistakes when I perform.

After the Shadow Mountain High School had performed, they marched over to where my Marching Band was at, the rehearsing area, and was heading for their bus to drop off their instruments!! I was hoping that they'd wave at me or say, "Hi!!" to me...but they didn't. :-( They kept marching forward with intensity in their eyes!! I must admit, seeing all of my old Marching Friends right there in front of my face, almost brought tears to my eyes!! I truly do miss them!!! Then, after we had warmed up, it was time for US to perform.....

My throat was arid. I made sure that I had stretched out my back COMPLETELY so that way I won't have a back-cramp as I was performing. I felt like my heart was coming up in my throat. Hearing only my heart within the crowd's noise. All I saw, were the football field's bright, white lights. Staring at it, gave me a sense of courage to go on. After my drum majors did their salutes, they dismissed us to go to our spots!!! And that was it!! We took off for our performance!!.......

Wavers of cheers went all over the stands!!! ALL 12 Marching Bands saw and heard us perform!!! Including Shadow Mountain High School Marching Band!!! As we marched off the field, I heard SHADOW MOUNTAIN HIGH SCHOOL MARCHING BAND scream out, "Go Saidah!!! Yeah Saidah!! Saidah!!!" in chants!!! I smiled really wide and looked over, seeing Karina, my fellow marching band friend{in the stands},from Shadow Mountain High School Marching Band, jumping up and down crying out my name as well!!! As I saw in amazement, I tripped over something orange!!! I don't know what it was, but, it was orange!!! (Yeah!!! That's a blooper moment!!!) Hopefully, nobody saw that!!! (I technically didn't trip over it....I actually kicked it over!!) At that very moment, I felt like screaming and crying with joy!!!! I had then realized something: My old Marching Band didn't forget about me!!! They remembered me!!!

I had told my former Baritone player, and three clarinet players what had happened!!! They were all happy for me!!! From that moment on, for the rest of the night, I was hyper with excitement!!! Telling my friends over and over again how it felt to have my old marching band cry out my name and cheer for me!!! Right before the awards ceremony began, 3 of the Shadow Mountain High School Marching Band kids, came out to talk to me!!! When they showed up, I was hyperventilating and was nervous!!! (Almost like how I would react if I met Ben Barnes face-to-face!!!) They had to personally calm me down as well!!! Then they told me their experiences and how they were!!! And they also told me how my old band directer is doing!!! It was kind of weird at first, because I thought they'd be the least likely to come and talk to me!!! Two of them used to always tease me and the other helped my First High School Crush keep my diary!!! But, those thoughts were pushed aside then!!!

It was, indeed, a night to remember!!! The stars were aligned yesterday night for me!! Not only was Allah watching me, but, I felt like the stars were watching and guiding me as well!!! Huh...ponderous really!!! It's truly amazing what memories can do to you!!! If I had a chance to redo yesterday night, I wouldn't change it for the world!!! (Well, maybe the whole tripping-over-the-orange-thing-scene!!! LOL!!!) I have now realized that I am a memorable person!!! People love me for ME!!! And that's what I'm thankful for!!! I am a lovable person!!! I'm definitely glad I went to the Invitational yesterday!!! It's events like these that makes you go and find your real self!!! Take care Peeps!!! More to come later!!!

*Remember*~You can always make new memories, but you'll always have your old ones.

Your "Lovable and Memorable" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

The Little Girl

2008-10-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

What Up Peeps!!!

Poem Background:This poem was kind of my own "creation"!! Some of this poem is about me, and some of it isn't. I actually wanted to create a poem that brought out big emotions that were just too much to bare!! I had written this poem when I was in the 8th grade. At the time, my inspiration was this girl I used to know, that had moved to Texas, and had given me some of her poems. Please, Peeps, don't read too deeply into this poem!! I made it simply out of emotions that I felt, at the time, was necessary. So, here's the poem, "The Little Girl"!! Enjoy!!
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The Little Girl
The little girl hears a
slam of a door.
Behind that door,
she hears her parents yell'n
at each other.
The little girl
runs to her room and hides
under her covers.
She hides her shame,
guilt,
and cries
from everyone.
She cries herself to sleep
at night,
hoping for her parents to
come and comfort her;
but they don't.
They don't pay no mind
to the little girl.
The little girls heart
is shattered and broken;
too late to be fixed.
She has no friends @ school.
People bully her everyday.
At home,
she feels invisable;
her parents just close the
door,
and fight.
The little girl just
basically.....
lives her life alone;
in the dark.
Someone needs to wake her
up from this nightmare.
She's livin' her life.......
anti-socially.

Written By:
Saidah Wilson
A.K.A
Sanjaya
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So, what did you think of that poem?! Pretty deep, huh?! Like I had said before, some of this poem is about me, and the rest isn't. After reading this poem just now, I have realized that my dialect has changed dramatically!! I didn't know that I used to talk like that when I was in the 8th grade!! LOL!! After being taught that this type of poem is definitely not uplifting, I started to stop writing poems like these!! Because this poem, right here, has probably brought some of you, Peeps, down and made you feel sad inside. I do apologize for that!! But, this poem did get your attention, didn't it, Peeps?! See!! That was the whole purpose for why I had wrote this poem in the 8th grade!! I wanted attention, and this poem gave me that!! (I had openly read this poem aloud in my English class after writing it!! Many people had liked it and said that it was deep!!)

So, Peeps, this is a lesson for all of you who loves to write poems!! Try to steer away from writing poems like this one (above)!! But, if you really must, go ahead at your own risk!! Make sure you make it clear to your readers whether or not the poem is about you and if it's true or false!! Because many people will take poems like these seriously!! Well, Peeps, I'll talk to you next week!!

*Remember*~Resist a temptation to take shortcuts of any kind.

Your, "Dialectical" Friend,
Saidah Kamaria Wilson, A.K.A Princess Caspian

2008-09-30T13:31:00.000-07:00

Here's My baby brother Jabari!!!

Look at him trying to act innocent!!

And here's a picture with me and

Jabari!!! We had a lotta fun with

this take!!!

And here's my man Ben Barnes!!!

I LOVE this Layout!! The prefect

title for it is: Looking for me?!

Here's a better out-look on it!!

Isn't he cute!!? ENJOY!!!